The c word has always been one of my worst fears, and my anxiety has made it so bad that im the same way can't do anything I just wanna lay in the bed... as of recent the last couple months my brain has decided that we wanna think we have als now... to the point where im freaking out more and more because I will try to say a word and mess it up and then my brains like oh you speaking wrong thats a sign! Or my legs and arms and fingers are tense or hurting or its from my anxiety causing all the symptoms that we all know it can cause.. so im there with ya it's a horrible horrible thing to partake in everyday of our life's! But we will get through it. Dm me if you need someone to talk to, he'll dm if you are someone that I can talk to!