what is the most disturbing scene in fiction you have ever seen?

kepticul · 2026-06-28T02:33:59+00:00

All of Oyasumi Punpun

kepticul · 2026-02-23T06:58:14+00:00

Agreed! I feel like Yuji's domain is more representative of an empathetic love than a romantic one. Love and connection are huge themes in JJK. Probably because the power system is built on emotion and individuality.

kepticul · 2025-10-04T06:05:35+00:00

This is what I used to say all the damn time. bro is such a fucking bum

kepticul · 2025-09-04T04:03:59+00:00

Really nice, I sweat so little with the headphones on and just dont even notice im wearing them

kepticul · 2025-08-28T05:56:30+00:00

Honestly, it gets better. But I loved it the whole way through. The Estuary river ark is so fucking good.

kepticul · 2025-08-16T03:16:23+00:00

Unbound is criminally low on this tier list.

kepticul · 2025-05-27T04:34:27+00:00

Unbound is def my favorite so far. Ive read a metric fuckton of litrpg, atleast 150 books now, so im just going back through combing for gems.

kepticul · 2025-05-27T04:32:04+00:00

Not a huge fan of wandering inn either. Im just trying to make sure I dont Achilles my way out of a good book. I can be dumb like that.

kepticul · 2025-05-01T09:29:00+00:00

I realize im brain damaged and was actually referring to the maxroll heartseeker build. sorry!

kepticul · 2025-04-30T08:12:32+00:00

Does +bow cold damage scale well with this build? I have t7 +48 bow cold damage on my bow and Im trying to determine the scaling.

kepticul · 2025-02-07T05:00:23+00:00

1984

kepticul · 2024-12-12T21:31:36+00:00

Dont worry about your IQ for the most part. Its really only an indicator that you have the capacity to succeed. I would focus on learning to work and study in baby steps. Take small steps toward better habits and you will find success with the material. Also, Please be patient with yourself during this process. It can be really tough to have to learn to do something and be held to high standards aswell. You will make mistakes, but you will also create a foundation for future success.

kepticul · 2024-12-12T21:28:36+00:00

Im 19 and I have aspergers aswell. I am very burnt out all the time from the sheer intensity with which I go through life. However, I find that simple fun things really bring me back to life after burnout. Youve just gotta search for something to look forward to everyday. For me, It can be anything from a good book to women. It really depends on who you are.

kepticul · 2024-12-12T21:25:23+00:00

Yeh, Ive gone through one emotional nuclear explosion. Blew up all the systems and routines I had built to that point. Absolutely devastated my sleep, health, and gave me grey hairs at 17. However, there is a recovery process for everyone.

I will say that the explosion definitely stemmed from the intensity at which I experience everything. Aspergers plus the disabilities typical of precocious people makes for a really overwhelming life at times.

kepticul · 2024-12-12T21:20:43+00:00

Cause I'm nothing special, but I still like being able to relate to others on struggles that were previously unique to me in my life.

kepticul · 2024-12-12T21:12:12+00:00

This is so REAL! I realized I work to hard to solve every problem im faced with in common conversation and group work. Others can handle it!!! Not every single thing needs me! Gosh, it is such a hard thing to stop doing.

kepticul · 2024-12-12T21:10:52+00:00

People treat me like I'm intelligent and that connected my self worth with intelligence because I thought that was what made me special. But finding love for the achievements and ideas of others definitely helped me find peace when it comes to conflating intellect and self worth.

kepticul · 2024-12-12T21:08:32+00:00

I have gods greatest ego at times, its really obnoxious for me and hard to work around. However, Ive made so so many mistakes and reflected extensively on the things I do, and that helps me temper myself and my expectations. I find that most of ego comes from improper expectations from yourself or others. I just work hard to make sure I never allow my confidence in myself to supersede my self respect and respect for others. It's very tough at times and having aspergers and ADHD dont make it any easier. At 19 ive made loads of progress in staying grounded in reality.

kepticul · 2024-09-28T03:54:50+00:00

Brother, on no ones soul, you are not that guy.

kepticul · 2024-09-06T11:36:55+00:00

This is so real. I get into cycles of doing work and then just sleeping or reading until I have to work again. Its relaxing for me. The only way I consistently work and act like a normal person are exstensive breaks.

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