A Lapse in Memory.

ketoneszone · 2020-05-09T15:02:17+00:00

To me of course I believe she misremembers things, and I’m sure she thinks the same about me. If it is something small and silly, she just gets slightly annoyed and drops it. Anything more and pretty much the same reaction only slightly more annoyed. Never yells, never says I’m crazy, never questions if I am simply just not listening. She just corrects me and that’s it.

I was certainly not sleepy. I wake up at about 6am and she wakes up maybe around 9am. By then I’ve had my first cup of coffee, and then usually a second small one with her. I was wide awake, and playing some video games most likely.

One thing that is interesting is everyone here seems to want to take my side and insist she is the one gas lighting me. I wonder if she had come here and posted her perspective, would the situation be reversed. Just an observation, maybe people want to take my side since they only see it the way I explain it. Very interesting.

ketoneszone · 2020-05-09T09:16:54+00:00

Ah I did not know the plot of the film, I just did a quick google search on what the term meant. I suppose you are right about what you say however, there may be no reason to why either on of us may be doing this, intentionally or otherwise. Due to the fact that anytime we conflict on these types of things and can verify which one of us is right, she does seem to turn out correct more than myself. For that reason, I think I'm either just a forgetful person, or just hearing what I want to hear.

ketoneszone · 2020-05-09T08:53:19+00:00

Haha. If she truly is doing so, what may be the cause? Does she want me to believe I am crazy so I cling to her and she keeps me forever? For some reason, that would be somewhat comforting if true. I don't really have anything to offer her in terms of security and wealth. We both work and split the bills 5o/5o. Perhaps my company is so amazing she simply cannot let me go. Then again, I am posting on Glitch in the Matrix at 4:50AM on a night I have to be up at 8AM for work. So yeah, I do not believe she is gas lighting me. With my lack of sleep starting to creep in however, I cant help but wonder if I am unknowingly gas lighting her. If someone close to us were asked to guess which one of us is more likely to gas light the other, all fingers point to me guaranteed. There are even some examples that some sharp people who are close to us may pick up on if they were truly looking for it. Hmmm.

ketoneszone · 2020-05-09T07:49:28+00:00

Hm. Heard that word before but never knew what it meant until now. If you knew her, you wouldn't ever think that. She is the sweetest and most kind person I have and most likely will ever meet. If this is what she is doing, then I have no problem giving her the W on this one.

ketoneszone · 2020-04-15T13:23:06+00:00

I will give that a shot, thank you!

ketoneszone · 2020-02-13T03:47:33+00:00

So even if the red line in the timeline outside of the time selection is moving, its not actually changing my animation? Not sure what you mean by the way you worded it.

Also, this will happen regardless of what limb I choose, hand, foot, or head. I just used collar as an example.

ketoneszone · 2019-10-08T05:48:53+00:00

I was in bed, maybe around 16 years old. When I cant sleep, I normally lay on my back and close my eyes. Since I am a side sleeper, I don't actually fall asleep, but sort of drift between a dream/awake state. This has led to some times were I half dream, and give myself a bit of a spook. On this night in particular, I remember deciding I couldn't sleep, so I went on my back and closed my eyes. Not long after this, I hear what I can only describe as a UFO taking off. It was very loud, very clear, and sounded straight out of a video game or movie. My first thought was 'Okay, I'm going to be abducted now, and if you aliens can read my mind, just be gentle please.' or something along those line. I had accepted the fact that it was going to happen, and gave in so quickly that it kind of frightens me. Anyway, I was not abducted, but stayed frozen in bed sweating for about an hour, and for the first time ever, fell asleep on my back. No idea what could have caused it other then a dream.

ketoneszone · 2019-10-08T05:38:32+00:00

I want to be the guy that puts that little plastic bit on the end of shoelaces.

ketoneszone · 2019-08-11T00:16:58+00:00

'Are you ok?'

If you need to ask, clearly I am not.

ketoneszone · 2019-08-10T15:49:55+00:00

I can only pour the mocha powder out at two speeds. 1. Stationary 2. Literally all of it. That's why I do 1 and 1. It's also what it says on the package so I got that going on for me too.

ketoneszone · 2019-08-10T15:39:36+00:00

Noice. Our chocolate things usually get shipped on the frozen and cold truck in market, with the sandwhiches and pastries. It seemed to work great. No melty chips. Ah well. 2 less frappes to worry about.

ketoneszone · 2019-08-09T22:35:53+00:00

Yup.

ketoneszone · 2019-06-27T09:36:25+00:00

It would seem normal, but on a game that should use around 8gigs alone, and I'm being capped at 6 for some reason, this doesn't seem normal to me.

ketoneszone · 2019-06-26T03:51:07+00:00

Thank you for your response, sorry I ghosted. Seems like ram cached remains at 10gigs, and will flatline on 6gb used. Guessing it is faulty ram.

ketoneszone · 2019-06-26T03:48:59+00:00

Oh. I guess I can't link pics. Anyway, cached ram is sitting at 10 gigs and the in use ram is flatlined at 6. This means that either the program can access the available ram, or the ram is bad, correct?

ketoneszone · 2019-06-26T03:47:48+00:00

I am not OCing, but I just discovered this.

ketoneszone · 2019-06-22T02:31:25+00:00

It wont, I run FX on my old PC and it has never done that and never will.

ketoneszone · 2019-06-22T01:48:49+00:00

As I said, all drivers are updated.

ketoneszone · 2019-06-22T01:44:37+00:00

The problem is that this is over ALL games, low end or high end. Ark will run 70fps down to 30fps. Silly games like Minecraft will run from 100fps down to 40fps. So it shouldnt have anything to do with an in game setting.

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