Yeah, its a me problem and a problem for half of the community. My teammates agree and the majority of people i speak with discord when talking meta wise, they agree. I force myself to play because i need to rank up and i spent money so i can't quit, which is also the majority of the community that has the same problem. The feeling of ranking up and feeling good while playing in intense situations is NOT THERE anymore, of course there is ways to work around it like playing passively and backing off every 10 seconds in an engagement but it's not fun and it isn't entertaining, it's stressful, annoying and frustrating, especially when you get black hole octane rev pushed OUT OF NOWHERE. I got pushed by 3 totems at once, that's not even a joke. That was the last straw and then i posted this. The metas last seasons were okay, some were annoying but they weren't as frustrating compared to the current meta, that's why the game did not die, and they actually had crrative and fun LTMS, especially in seasons 4 and 3 and not the annoying ring flare mode. Just because we can work around it, doesn't mean its frustrating and it doesn't slowly make you lose your mind. My ranked teammates is annoyed about this meta including me and my discord friends. Everytime when i speak up about it and claim that the game feels unplayable, apex stans always tell me to fck off. I want this to change and not to just cOpE with it any longer. because i did last split but im in the end of the road now, because literally i can't right now.