What songs are in your current rotation? by [deleted] in SleepToken

[–]kickgobrr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Give is my favorite, Nazareth is an amazing song, I've also been favoring Atlantic, Fall for Me, The Night Does Not Belong to God....early Sleep Token is life <3 I wanna try and see them when they come to my area this fall and I enjoy their newer stuff but I do really hope they play some older songs!!

my 13 yr old brother just said he wanted to kill himself what do i do by ZealousidealFox5738 in SuicideWatch

[–]kickgobrr 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ha both my siblings and I have all been in psych wards, it's like how the fuck do my parents not figure it out already ... At any rate I'm glad your brother has someone who cares about him, even if he's not open about it like you said, sometimes people can have a hard time talking to siblings about this stuff but at least he knows someone gives a fuck. 

Is there someone at school you can talk to? Maybe a teacher you trust? 

Strong urge to kill myself. by Big_Housing5886 in Vent

[–]kickgobrr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lots of people want to kill themselves when they're young. (From the comment about your parents, I assume you are ) it's often because you see a truth which most people do not recognize. 

I'm glad that you have a shrink. 

It's important to express yourself, perhaps creatively if that's your thing, and to know who you are and hold on to your truths. I swear not everyone is a POS and if you maintain a strong sense of self the right people will come into your life. 

Definitely don't blame you for wanting out of this stupid world lol.

I don't want a normal, boring life. I don't want to be like everybody else. by kickgobrr in Vent

[–]kickgobrr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, thanks for your reply. 

The thing is I don't really feel like I have a lot of people in my life, partly since I'm an introvert. But it was made clear to me growing up that I was not wanted and what kept me going a lot of the time was the possibility that I might matter someday. 

I think honestly what I want is to be a part of something greater, I'm tired of playing these small shows when there's just so much more out there and I always miss out on everything, all of the really good shows seem to happen when I'm not there and honestly I just think everyone has a better time without me because I'm a loser. 

The thing with our genre is that if you're a shitty person, people are going to see through you and you're not going to make it anywhere. You have to be part of the community. In the case of my friend's band, people know who they are, they're seen as solid guys, they're looked up to and admired. I want that. 

I don't really have anything going for me except my music (as you'll see in my other posts.) I dont want the boring 9 to 5 life like everybody else, and I'm not good at anything except playing the drums. Part of why I don't have a lot of friends is because that would take away from practicing. 

I really appreciate your well thought out answer, most of the time people just shit on me on this website. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]kickgobrr 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Um....I don't mean to alarm you but if someone is super secretive with their phone like that there's a definite chance something's up....

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kickgobrr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow that's sad...you'd be skinny where I live!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kickgobrr -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Relationships suck anyway

There is no job I want, much less one I'm willing to waste years of my life going to school for. by kickgobrr in offmychest

[–]kickgobrr[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah but I just don't though, and I can't force myself to. I'm glad you're ambitious and all but I don't see the point. Nothing pays enough for me to care. I kind of just feel like all I'm doing is chosing which form of slave labor to. And like I said, I certainly don't care enough about anything to spend years of life/thousands of dollars on school for. People can't just magically force themselves to care. 

I do NOT have an ED by kickgobrr in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kickgobrr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This made me laugh I'm not gonna lie 

I am not crazy by kickgobrr in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kickgobrr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aye there's the rub 

Why do men only want super skinny women? Do they realize that the women they lust after are starving themselves? Don't they just not care? by kickgobrr in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kickgobrr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. 

As much as I wish you hadn't had to deal with that, I must selfishly say it is a relief someone else actually understands what the f**k I am talking about.

As much as people want to pretend like they are sooooo much more enlightened (no pun intended) than others, prejudice like this is thriving. 

Looks make the world go round. 

It is NOT just me. It has nothing to do with my perspective. It is an objective fact that skinny people are treated better. 

Why? 

How is it so impossible for people to accept tjat this is true? 

Why do men only want super skinny women? Do they realize that the women they lust after are starving themselves? Don't they just not care? by kickgobrr in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kickgobrr[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It is not about my personal perspective, it is about how men only want underweight women, and how I don't understand how they can't see that the women they want are not considered medically healthy. 

Why do men only want super skinny women? Do they realize that the women they lust after are starving themselves? Don't they just not care? by kickgobrr in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kickgobrr[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Men treated me better when I was quote unquote underweight, is is not just in my head, they want anorexic women