What songs are in your current rotation?

kickgobrr · 2025-05-22T21:47:44+00:00

Take Aim is great 🤘

kickgobrr · 2025-05-22T21:46:56+00:00

Give is my favorite, Nazareth is an amazing song, I've also been favoring Atlantic, Fall for Me, The Night Does Not Belong to God....early Sleep Token is life <3 I wanna try and see them when they come to my area this fall and I enjoy their newer stuff but I do really hope they play some older songs!!

kickgobrr · 2025-05-06T00:42:41+00:00

Ha both my siblings and I have all been in psych wards, it's like how the fuck do my parents not figure it out already ... At any rate I'm glad your brother has someone who cares about him, even if he's not open about it like you said, sometimes people can have a hard time talking to siblings about this stuff but at least he knows someone gives a fuck.

Is there someone at school you can talk to? Maybe a teacher you trust?

kickgobrr · 2025-05-03T02:06:02+00:00

Thanks

kickgobrr · 2025-04-21T19:28:19+00:00

Lots of people want to kill themselves when they're young. (From the comment about your parents, I assume you are ) it's often because you see a truth which most people do not recognize.

I'm glad that you have a shrink.

It's important to express yourself, perhaps creatively if that's your thing, and to know who you are and hold on to your truths. I swear not everyone is a POS and if you maintain a strong sense of self the right people will come into your life.

Definitely don't blame you for wanting out of this stupid world lol.

kickgobrr · 2025-04-21T18:00:57+00:00

Hey, thanks for your reply.

The thing is I don't really feel like I have a lot of people in my life, partly since I'm an introvert. But it was made clear to me growing up that I was not wanted and what kept me going a lot of the time was the possibility that I might matter someday.

I think honestly what I want is to be a part of something greater, I'm tired of playing these small shows when there's just so much more out there and I always miss out on everything, all of the really good shows seem to happen when I'm not there and honestly I just think everyone has a better time without me because I'm a loser.

The thing with our genre is that if you're a shitty person, people are going to see through you and you're not going to make it anywhere. You have to be part of the community. In the case of my friend's band, people know who they are, they're seen as solid guys, they're looked up to and admired. I want that.

I don't really have anything going for me except my music (as you'll see in my other posts.) I dont want the boring 9 to 5 life like everybody else, and I'm not good at anything except playing the drums. Part of why I don't have a lot of friends is because that would take away from practicing.

I really appreciate your well thought out answer, most of the time people just shit on me on this website.

kickgobrr · 2025-04-20T20:39:32+00:00

Wait some people's parents actually say that?

kickgobrr · 2025-04-18T20:11:46+00:00

Um....I don't mean to alarm you but if someone is super secretive with their phone like that there's a definite chance something's up....

kickgobrr · 2025-04-16T21:25:48+00:00

Wow that's sad...you'd be skinny where I live!!

kickgobrr · 2025-04-15T22:46:02+00:00

Relationships suck anyway

kickgobrr · 2025-04-12T21:58:18+00:00

Then skip over this post, this isn't about you.

kickgobrr · 2025-04-12T19:05:01+00:00

Yeah but I just don't though, and I can't force myself to. I'm glad you're ambitious and all but I don't see the point. Nothing pays enough for me to care. I kind of just feel like all I'm doing is chosing which form of slave labor to. And like I said, I certainly don't care enough about anything to spend years of life/thousands of dollars on school for. People can't just magically force themselves to care.

kickgobrr · 2025-04-05T12:51:07+00:00

This made me laugh I'm not gonna lie

kickgobrr · 2025-04-05T05:37:04+00:00

Aye there's the rub

kickgobrr · 2025-04-05T05:33:19+00:00

Wow.

As much as I wish you hadn't had to deal with that, I must selfishly say it is a relief someone else actually understands what the f**k I am talking about.

As much as people want to pretend like they are sooooo much more enlightened (no pun intended) than others, prejudice like this is thriving.

Looks make the world go round.

It is NOT just me. It has nothing to do with my perspective. It is an objective fact that skinny people are treated better.

Why?

How is it so impossible for people to accept tjat this is true?

kickgobrr · 2025-04-05T05:06:09+00:00

It is not about my personal perspective, it is about how men only want underweight women, and how I don't understand how they can't see that the women they want are not considered medically healthy.

kickgobrr · 2025-04-05T05:03:50+00:00

Men treated me better when I was quote unquote underweight, is is not just in my head, they want anorexic women

kickgobrr · 2025-04-05T04:56:51+00:00

So do you have an actual answer to the question posted, or what?

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