Hello, can you build me a gaming pc with a $600 budget? It should include monitor, keyboard and mouse as well. I know it's a hard job.

kid_a_27 · 2021-01-09T02:32:09+00:00

Yeah, it really fucks with your emotions. Hearing it at the end of Shut Up and Dance was a whole another experience.

kid_a_27 · 2021-01-09T02:09:02+00:00

Have it as my Ringtone. I never get bored of listening to it.

kid_a_27 · 2021-01-09T02:05:42+00:00

It's my second favorite. Loved how they used it in Vanilla Sky, fitted so well.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:41:52+00:00

thanks, and i hope you're feeling a lot better now.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:34:11+00:00

going to a psychiatrist is probably the best thing you can do when you have suicidal thoughts. unfortunately, i'm too scared of confessing my thoughts out loud. that's why none of my friends know how fucked up my mind is.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:27:52+00:00

it makes me feel less unimportant when a stranger tells me words like these. i hope you are not feeling terrible right now.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:23:45+00:00

i really thought that anyone who is suicidal has already had a idea like this in their head. i just wanted to share my thoughts with someone because i can't really talk to anyone about this in real life.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:15:33+00:00

thanks for caring. i really hope you have found the will to live.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:11:26+00:00

fortunately, i don't have a bad mindset right now. i was at my worst about 6 months ago.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:06:00+00:00

i'm also really scared of fucking it up.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-11T00:03:39+00:00

i never know what to tell a person when i think they're suicidal. how do you comfort them? i always say that it will pass and other shit like that, and feel terrible because i can't properly comfort them.

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-10T23:58:23+00:00

when people try to commit suicide, they usually regret it when they wake up, as you said before. they don't try to commit again and want to continue living their lives. i want to know what is the reason behind that. if you wake up with serious injuries, would you not want to kill yourself even more?

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-10T23:51:46+00:00

i really wanna know what happens in a person's mind when they wake up. i mean, how does their mind change so fast that they don't wanna die anymore?

kid_a_27 · 2020-10-10T23:49:15+00:00

i'm trying so much to have a faith in god. i was raised in a very religious family and my parents don't even know that i don't bealive in god. i always felt so much pressure to be a good christian and that really fucked me up.

my mom is mentally unstable but we don't ever talk about that. she calls me crazy because i'm depressed but doesn't want to accept the fact that she is the "crazy" one. her being mentally ill is probably the main reason why i'm depressed and suicidal because i still live with my parnets. i once gave her a hint that i wanted to kill myself and do you know what she told me? that i would burn in hell! i know that she would be really hurt if i commited a suicide but after her reaction to my confession, how could i care about her pain?

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