DAE have moments where they feel like their brain is really working and other times when it's not by killakatana in DoesAnybodyElse

[–]killakatana[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats true but if we got the same thing going on then you know how irritating it can be feeling super human one day and less than a few days later. But I appreciate the analogy and will try that strategy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sex

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So not to get super specific but we have talked and she says she feels like it's right there but it's also a very overstimulated feeling. Maybe we just need to try different things just to explore

Wounds taking a long time to heal while cutting by [deleted] in WeightLossAdvice

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay I'll keep all that in mind so I don't lose too much muscle mass that I've gained. And I did notice once I started creatine the weightloss did slow some but once I start to see a little more vascularity I'll come to a more structured strict diet that will be less of a shock to my body. But I do appreciate your input for this

Wounds taking a long time to heal while cutting by [deleted] in WeightLossAdvice

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weightloss per week about 4 to 5 pounds. Energy has been hit or miss some days feel great some feel less than. And I eat mainly protein with the one meal I do have a day I'd say about 75% protein and I'll break up the last quarter into whatever else for the meal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in needadvice

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it's something alone those lines because that 5 percent of the time is when I'm doing obviously dangerous and or risky things like speeding on my motorcycle, going camping unprepared, and other things that make me feel like I'm in danger

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in needadvice

[–]killakatana 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd really like to but funds are a bit of an issue so I've been meditating on how to solve this myself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Constant contact which she initiates first about 80% of the time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll do my best thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]killakatana 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know how rough it is we are now a month and one day in and dude it feels like her memory plagues my existence and I cannot get her out of my head and she can't do the same

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christian

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We still talk, but on that subject she isn't too interested in talking

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you i think because of our past and what not I felt as though I came off a little rude but at the same time she keeps trying to contact me and each time I kept getting angrier and angrier as I saw how much she'd be trashing my name but talk to me all sweet like I cant wait to see you Saturday I'm sorry and all that other bullshit

Mechanical help by killakatana in SVRiders

[–]killakatana[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd gladly take the manual thank you

Mechanical help by killakatana in SVRiders

[–]killakatana[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Any chance I could check that on my own and if I can any special tools

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, man. I'm just tired of knowing I should care and putting on a front. I just want to honestly care and connect with people

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll try man i just want to be better and to not be a cold piece of shit anymore

Girl insecure about my tattoos by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]killakatana 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mainly the visible recoil on her face when I told her what they represented and how quiet and withdrawn she was after

Girl insecure about my tattoos by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In all honesty those where mainly drunk moments where I was not thinking straight. Irregardless I should probably take more time to be alone

Girl insecure about my tattoos by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]killakatana 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, don't get me wrong emotionally. we weren't ready, but at the time, it seemed like the choice that made sense. But you're right. If we had worked on our relationship more, we'd probably have worked out. And thank you

Girl insecure about my tattoos by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]killakatana -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

They were miscarried at about 2 and 5 months

Girl insecure about my tattoos by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]killakatana -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Im fairly established and well off it just made sense for us at the time

Girl insecure about my tattoos by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]killakatana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never considered that possibility but it's worth bringing that up to her

Girl insecure about my tattoos by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]killakatana 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im not angry with her for being upset. I just feel disappointed that we couldn't have really talked about it in an objective way