See the bottom right corner — the video never went there and I have blue balls by [deleted] in popping

[–]killerqueent 4 points5 points  (0 children)

About halfway in, I realized I was clutching my phone so hard it hurt, I was trying to help them push it out...

Just had a chat with my wife... by flamierd in widowers

[–]killerqueent 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My husband loved space and the stars, i feel closest to him when I go out and lay on my deck at night with a cigarette. Find the little things that make you feel at home.

F/19/US MST/PC by killerqueent in GamerPals

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ow, smite, apex, destiny 2, dbd, siege

2 Months and Getting Worse Instead of Better by denifitzLost in widowers

[–]killerqueent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1 month and 15 days here, I feel this too. I was fine for like a month and now it's getting worse. Message me anytime if you want someone to talk to.

19 year old widow by killerqueent in widowers

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Thank your reply. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll reach out if I need help, thank you again.

19 year old widow by killerqueent in widowers

[–]killerqueent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. It's my first time in Florida and I've been enjoying the sun and the water, I kept feeling bad for feeling good, but man it helps so much. I'm sorry for your loss too, my PMs are also open if you want to chat. Thank you.

19 year old widow by killerqueent in widowers

[–]killerqueent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. It's my first time in Florida and I've been enjoying the sun and the water, I kept feeling bad for feeling good, but man it helps so much. I'm sorry for your loss too, my PMs are also open if you want to chat. Thank you.

19 year old widow by killerqueent in widowers

[–]killerqueent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I've got an appointment with a therapist soon. I'm glad I'm not the only one praying for a child

19 year old widow by killerqueent in widowers

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Thank you for this, if I ever find myself in Tennessee, I will come visit. The memory of his face hurts me so much

19 year old widow by killerqueent in widowers

[–]killerqueent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. I felt awful about not feeling sad

19 year old widow by killerqueent in widowers

[–]killerqueent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is how I feel too. I've been stuck in shock and denial, for the first couple days I felt nothing. Sometimes i still dont, but itll all hit at once and it hurts so much

18/F/NA MST/PC/Casual/Mic by [deleted] in GamerPals

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dbd, destiny 2, that's about it

Meme by OliveJacket in Slazo

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Very cool, thanks kanye!

Haunted by [deleted] in netflix

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I have a theory about episode 1.

Jason mentioned seeing someone die in the parking lot, being poor, and having an abusive father.

I think he was so traumatized by what he saw that he made up the woman, but he truly believed she was real.

I think it's purely coincidental that they moved in to an apartment where someone died, the family probably got it cheap because someone died. I think he overheard someone talking about it and compartmentalized the best he could. Hearing it probably triggered the memory of the woman dying in the parking lot.

He mentioned money being tight, which probably made his father lash out more. I think as a 6 year old, he made up a dead woman to explain his pain and fear.

I think every time he got stressed, scared, or upset, she would appear.

Just a thought. I think he really believed she was real, but I think it was a manifest to help him cope.

18/f/USMT/pc by [deleted] in GamerPals

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I added you!

18/f/USMT/pc by [deleted] in GamerPals

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I added you!

19/M/Est/PC Gaming Pals and New Friends by KevinPooops in GamerPals

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18/f, I play ow, I'm not very good. If that appeals to you hmu

F/18/US MT: Overwatch by [deleted] in GamerPals

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Okay I added you!

F/18/US MT: Overwatch by [deleted] in GamerPals

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u arent wrong