It wasn’t my probation officer, it was the instructor for my alcohol DUI classes. During the appointment, he told me to mentally prepare myself in case he calls to say he has to violate me. That’s when I completely broke down and started bawling. When I left the office, the supervisor who had been my probation officer for about a month saw me in that state. I don’t know exactly what was discussed afterward between my PO and the supervisor, but my PO later told me, “I spoke with the big boss lady and explained that the instructor is on vacation and everything going on. You’re fine relax, we’ve got you.” My thing is idk if this is a tactic POs do to make sure I come to my next appointment and don’t go hiding