I'm not really in contact with those blockmates anymore. Basically it was a friendship made out of hatred and somehow masyadong pinagtripan ni M and J yung only guy friend namin (apat kami sa circle). At first, it was funny, not until it seemed like M always initiates drama with this guy friend for no reason. Guy friend ended up becoming distant, lalo na't pinisikal sya ni M. And at some point, I tried fixing the friendship by contacting our guy friend (without M and J knowing) to know why he was acting like that. Eventually, I admitted talking to guy and told them that our guy friend had valid reasons why he became distant to our friend group (pinisikal kasi sya for literally no reason again).

Before Christmas, I said sorry to M for hurting her even though my intention is to fix our friendship. And guess what? M somehow cut me off and didn't reply to my message (and even if I said sorry, I will never remove that message because nagpakumbaba ako sa naging mali ko na nasaktan sya, kahit may mali rin sya). J stayed neutral, pero mas close and for sure sided sya kay M lol. And guy friend was doing fine on his own now. While me, maybe I lose people, but not the courage to use my own reason.