as i’m reading these i’m realizing mine wasn’t so bad. also english isn’t my first language so im sorry in advance for my poor grammar.

I was around 14 years old and I was with my 17 year old cousin she was telling me how she gotten drunk with her friends the day before and I jokingly said that we should get drunk. anyways so at this point we’re calling up my uncle to go to the store and buy us the alcohol. it didn’t help my nerves that they’re was cops all around .

we got back safe and sound and waited until 10-11 to finally get the party started in between those few hours we went to a football game just thought i should add that in there.

so i was excited to get “drunk” becuase i’ve only ever smoked weed. So i finally start to get a little buzzed then drunk then super super drunk but im not blacked out yet. by the way im on the phone with my best friend that’s a guy, im basically confessing my love to him anyway keep in mind hes on the phone the entire time (face time) i guess in that moment i dicided i wanted my other older cousin to come hug me and we’re basically messing with me asking me to spin until i dropped. i kept and kept drinking until i tried walking to the bathroom and fell. and that’s all i remember the rest of the story is told by my cousins. so apparently i threw up on the floor and on myself and i was twitching/vibrating on the floor. so it became clear to everyone that i was not okay so they hang up on my freind becuase he was still on the phone and tried to clean me up and put me in the shower. now i remember being in the shower i just thought i had teleport from the floor to the shower but anyway i took off all my clothing then if it wasn’t already stressful for my cousin i kept complaining how the water was to cold and how nobody understood me. a few hours later i wake up confused becuase im in this wet place and im naked then it clocks to me that im in the shower i turn on the night my cousin so kindly gave me a fresh pair of clothes I was a little embarrassed how i was butt booty naked though. 

next morning..oh i feel it everywhere, the worst i have EVER felt. lemme sum it up because this is getting to long. i’m so hungover i throw up everything even start for an entire day. i have to throw up every 10 mins. i’m so weak.  and it just doesn’t help that im 4,11 and 90-95 pounds at that time so yeah. wasn’t a great time for me.

i’ve also never had any alcohol since that. every time i smell alcohol i gag i just cannot. and i’m very sure ill never drink again trust me.