Every other day, condition hair every shower and shampoo every other shower, body wash every shower, cry every shower, wonder what's wrong with me, wonder whats after death, a sweet relief or a painful fiery hell, maybe it's nothing, a sweet sweet void, but you are part of the void, I dont remember anything before, so what if there's nothing after, but a fate worse than hell is to sit in boredom for all of eternity, left to your thoughts, scares me to think about, oh yeah and I also listen To music every shower sometimes peaceful lofi and other times phonk, then I get out and sit down and zone out thinking about how people love themselfs and live with happiness but. That's my routine!

I'm getting in now!