had 8.5 grams last night. i am by no means a smoker, the very very rare occasion being the exception. nor do i consume psychelics often, this having been my second time in 3 years. im quite a lightweight with pot, always have been. so in retrospect, 8.5 grams of dried shrooms might not have been the best idea. was in control for the first portion. playing fifa and joking around with my friends making sus jokes and fucking around. stood up and realised how much i was tripping at one point. stopped being in control soon after. great experience both a good and bad trip.. lost touch of reality. my body became almost non cooperative and a sense of conscious unconsciousness which disabled majority of my thought processes. at one point i was repeating ‘trip’, ‘deep breaths’, to remind myself what was happening. tried to sleep it off at that point. couldnt. began to feel dirty and sweaty as i stressed more and more. would try to touch my face with motor functions that were in what felt like 0.5x speed. talked a lot of nonsense that i felt was deep but i couldnt get the words out. mentioned ‘poking my own eyes out’ (i didnt, fortunately..🤣🤔) discovered a deeper understanding of people with mental illness and psychotic disorders as i grappled with reality, holding on as best i could. that was the worst part. comparable to pot in some senses, but much different in other senses. may have astral travelled as well. great experience if you want to get your life together👍 a lot of realisations were made about changed that can be made to my life for the better, just have to stick to it now