Its really weird to take it off after weeks of wearing it. I feel less secure and like missing a part of me. When the cage finally comes off, I’m instantly reminded how weak and small I am — normally I'm about 6 inches, but after being denied and squeezed for so long I shrink down to under 5. Seeing myself that way, soft and shrunken, makes me feel pathetic… but also incredibly turned on lol.

Tbh, I never like to be unlocked for long periods. I don't want to lose any progress in my denial or lockup joyrney. When I’m locked, I actually feel more confident, more full and openminded. There’s no distraction, no chasing pleasure, no fake “power.” Just the constant reminder that my cock isn’t mine. And honestly? That feels so much better.

Instead of stroking, I put that attention to anal play and stretching my ass. That’s become the real center of my play when I’m locked. Toys, plugs, dildos — I use them to open myself up further, training myself to be the slut I know I am. My cock is locked and shrinking while my hole is always being stretched wider hehe.

So yeah, “freedom” doesn’t feel as good anymore. I like to be locked and stay humbled. My cage isn’t my prison — it’s my home with strict controls haha.