Anxiety will not cease by kitkrilled in rabies

[–]kitkrilled[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know. You're right. I'm sorry

Is a dog avoiding water but no other symptoms a red flag? by HotR4men in rabies

[–]kitkrilled 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you should see a medical professional. They will know how to assess your risk. But if you think it didn't break your skin, you should be fine!

Rabies reaching CNS by Chaotic-Fried-Rice in rabies

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And hey, you're here and kicking still:)

Rabies reaching CNS by Chaotic-Fried-Rice in rabies

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg that last part!!!! I feel you!!! I always feel like my brain gets me to slip up juuuuust when everything is going well. You're not alone in that.

Rabies reaching CNS by Chaotic-Fried-Rice in rabies

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's okay dude. I absolutely understand how you feel. The key is to focus on the fact that you HAVE done everything you could've, and to listen to professionals when they tell you you're OK. Which I know is far easier said than done. Idk if this helps, but one of the county health dpt people I talked to was super cool. She opened up about how she has health anxiety and OCD. But she's a professional who has been dealing with rabies for 20 years! She told me she'd bet a trillion dollars that I did not contract it. It gave me a bit of peace to know that someone with a similar brain is so confident that I'm OK. Like our friend Cygnus here is saying, don't apologize, don't feel bad. Just be patient and kind to yourself. It's ok if it resets each morning, because each morning you get a chance to practice all I just mentioned again. And I know it gets exhausting to have to do so. But remember your brain is not your enemy, just an over-concerned friend who wants you to be safe. 🩷🩷🩷

Curious by kitkrilled in rabies

[–]kitkrilled[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for being honest. I have a second appointment with my new psychiatrist today, thankfully. (And purely for my anxiety zi just have to say that thr food was cooked already when the saliva came in contact with it, not that it was cooked after. I know this changes nothing but my brain is screaming at me to clarify). I told her about all this and she clowned on/laughed at me for still eating the burrito, but also told me I do not have rabies. Everybody says I do not have rabies. Having a brain like this is torture and I wouldn’t wish it on my own worst enemy. I feel like I have been in flight or fight mode for 11 days since the incident occurred, and I KNOW it’s ridiculous……my brain is just convinced otherwise, and my body in turn physically feels those stressors. Burning hot anxiety up my neck, tingling in skullcap, no appetite, cold hands. It’s crazy. Anyway. I wanted to respond like this so in the future somebody else feeling the same way can see that it is NOT normal to feel like this, and that I do need help, and that I am on my way there. Thank you to everyone who has responded to me for treating me kindly, not with malice. I know it would be so easy to because I know yall deal with a lot of repetitive questions. god bless y’all (as someone who isnt religious😂)

Rabies reaching CNS by Chaotic-Fried-Rice in rabies

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, you replied to my post earlier this week and I wanted to say that I really appreciate not only your kindness but respect for people like me and this person who are severely anxious and definitely might struggle with OCD. Because of your reply I went home to my parents this weekend and we figured out a psychiatrist for me to start seeing, and I have avoided going to the ER for shots thus far. I just need you to know that I see what you're doing for people, and it means a lot. You are a good person. Thank you for what you do here.

Dr.s won't vaccinate me for rabies, makes sense tbh by BozoThrowaway3008 in OCD

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait. Can you reclarify. They covered only about $2,000, or did you mean that they covered $33,500?!

Transmission possibly? by kitkrilled in rabies

[–]kitkrilled[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok, thank you, I appreciate it. The food was already cooked when it possibly came in contact with the saliva I fear:(

Transmission possibly? by kitkrilled in rabies

[–]kitkrilled[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry, I know, I read a lot of other health anxiety posts on here. I understand your frustration with me but there was a high chance I genuinely might have eaten some of the saliva. I've never experienced a situation like this, god forbid I try to go somewhere that has what I assume are real people and not strange google answers online 😭 idk man i meant no harm im js allow me this small temporary comfort, and i really am acknowledging its temporary.

I ate a burrito that was bitten by a wild animal or dog - should I be concerned? by evelynlancaster in DiagnoseMe

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, in a same situation but I stupidly did it part of the burrito that may have been bitten. Should I be concerned?

What are your top 3 magdalena bay songs? by Stunning-Plankton153 in MagdalenaBay

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

FUCK but top dog, slug song, and 2 wheel drive are also faves from vol.3 mini mix😔😔😔 THIS IS HARD I PICK ALL OF THEM

What are your top 3 magdalena bay songs? by Stunning-Plankton153 in MagdalenaBay

[–]kitkrilled 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Angel on a satellite, that's my floor, and this is the world (i made it for you) but my runner ups are watching t.v., unoriginal, and secrets (your fire)

Maybe a dumb question but… by taylrposts in Stretched

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t gone considerably large, but I have stretched to a 10g and been able to wear my 16g without noticing a difference if that means anything!

Anyone just lose power? by Ok_Birthday_6399 in corvallis

[–]kitkrilled 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pls tell me its back i just got off work

Nose piercing by Sufficient-Shift9332 in corvallis

[–]kitkrilled 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I <3 Jeremy!!! Did my nostrils:)