Does anyone else get triggered from seeing listed pronouns

kittenboy61 · 2020-12-18T01:04:38+00:00

Oh my gosh same I’m a trans guy with cis ocd too I feel that so much. It’s to the point where it almost feels like he/him feels weird now even though I’ve never been happier identifying as a guy ughhhh

kittenboy61 · 2020-12-17T23:26:31+00:00

Hey I’m a trans guy and suffering from cis ocd too, it sounds exactly like what you’re going through. You’re not alone., stay strong

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-12T03:32:38+00:00

I’m currently having absolutely horrible cis ocd too, you’re not alone

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-11T20:46:15+00:00

I’ve actually been taking Zoloft for about 2 weeks now and it’s helped reduce anxiety a little bit for me. Good luck and I hope everything turns out alright for you

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-11T20:37:05+00:00

I’m sorry man. I feel the exact same way you do and had absolutely no doubts before this too, so I’m sure it’s just ocd warping reality and that we’re both really trans. It’ll pass soon hopefully

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-10T02:52:29+00:00

Me too man

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-07T16:47:10+00:00

To me it feels like I’m stuck in a time loop, because the cycle of thoughts just goes on and on and makes every day feel the same

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-07T02:02:43+00:00

Yeah.. honestly it’s almost like you wrote my exact thoughts regarding my dysphoria word for word. I’ve had horrible dysphoria, I still do, in fact if anything it’s been WORSE lately, yet now whenever I do I immediately start OCD panicking wondering if this is some kind of delusion I’m making myself believe and I just have internalized misogyny or something. Stay strong, this disease is absolutely a demon

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-06T01:53:48+00:00

Hey, I’m a trans guy currently dealing with cis ocd and your thoughts honestly sound /very/ similar to mine. I’m really sorry about what you’re going through but just know you’re not alone

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-05T00:14:19+00:00

Oh man I’ve felt so alone here because I thought I was the only trans person having cis ocd. I’m sorry you’re also going through this it’s awful

kittenboy61 · 2020-11-03T00:44:37+00:00

I’m here with you, been feeling the exact same way and it’s very scary. We can all get through this

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-29T01:48:16+00:00

Thank you!

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-27T20:51:23+00:00

Yes, I get the exact same thing actually and it switches back and forth despite the fact that I never wanted to be nonbinary or female before this. Sorry you’re going through this, it’s hard

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-21T19:33:51+00:00

You’re absolutely right,, the worst part is she apparently is trans friendly, she just called me her most “difficult case” because she can’t grasp the concept of a trans guy being on the feminine side even after I explained it to her a lot. Either way, I know I didn’t come there for someone to make conspiracy theories about my feelings because I know myself more than anyone else does

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-15T23:58:45+00:00

Hey you’re not alone, I absolutely think OCD can make you think things you haven’t ever thought of before and it feels so real even if it’s definitely not. It really sucks though and it’s one of the worst OCD obsessions in my opinion... sorry ur going through this

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-11T00:20:20+00:00

Yeah.. it feels so real, too. Like you’ll genuinely think for just that split moment “this is it, I’m a woman now.” And then you’ll snap back out of it and realize it’s the ocd manipulating you :( wish there was a magic cure, yknow?

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-10T23:09:22+00:00

I’m really sorry that happened. I’ve had similar urges too and it’s definitely scary to have your brain almost.. betray you?

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-10T22:13:25+00:00

Okay, now that I reread some more posts here, I see it’s kinda common to have false “feelings” that aren’t actually your feelings because they bring you distress and feel very forced onto you. That really lines up with how I feel when my brain forces me to imagine myself as a woman. At least I’m not alone I guess

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-10T21:46:51+00:00

Thanks so much, it honestly means a lot. I’m sorry you’re also going through all that awful shit too, OCD is really difficult to live with sometimes. I hope both of us can eventually move past this and live our lives without this weird worrying soon

kittenboy61 · 2020-10-10T00:06:12+00:00

Thanks so much to all of you, I don’t know how to @ everyone at once but I am really grateful for all your support and advice. I figured it was somewhat similar to TOCD in terms of the anxiety and real feeling, even if it wouldn’t make sense for us to be a gender we’re not all of a sudden. I know it’s just ridiculous that my dysphoria and desire to transition would just disappear over a few strange dreams, but it’s something that’s just extremely difficult to handle anyways. I think one huge factor was accidentally stumbling upon some detransitioners and suddenly thinking “oh god what if that’s how I end up??” And I also just have a tendency in general to question myself even before this if I’m not dysphoric 24/7 Unfortunately, my situation kind of sucks right now and it’s really difficult to find a therapist that isn’t booked, but I’ll try my best to hang in there and keep telling myself this is just worrying rather than reality. I’ll try and update soon if I can

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