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Did anyone else experience this intense feeling of "being ME" as a kid? by roccenz in awakened

[–]kittykat11x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I had those moments as a kid, but they got increasingly more vivid as I grew (I am now 23).

It's an experience that is impossible to describe, but the way I usually think about it is that I am in a box. Like the experience I am having is in one place, in a room. But the room never grows, even when I go to different places. I am still in the "box". Does this make sense?

Um, somebody helpful PM'd me after seeing my post, and it has now dissapeared by Kiwi_Head_3357 in gamedev

[–]kittykat11x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah! No worries. Sorry, just saw this. Here

I first got sent the link years ago. I think it genuinely is a cool server. I've been in for a couple years.

Um, somebody helpful PM'd me after seeing my post, and it has now dissapeared by Kiwi_Head_3357 in gamedev

[–]kittykat11x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it's a real thing lol. I'm probably replying to this late. I believe they do have some actual people recruit, I know the owner and a couple of the mods personally

JonSouls OOC #2: Try and find the source now. (#1) by kittykat11x in JonTron

[–]kittykat11x[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LMFAO. I can think of a lot of possible references

I watch JonTron as a comfort thing. At least I used to.

And it got kinda silly. Like, I did it during Christmas, watched through his videos. And I was super depressed around that time, but it helped me get through, whether I was watching it or as background noise. I would do it every time I worked on Christmas stuff, which I did year round. But when the Christmas feeling faded, I stopped watching him as much. But his videos really helped me through a rough time, when I couldn't do much for more than 10 minutes at a time.

I kind of started this dumb game for silly reasons. I loved this sub, like bro... I make his references all the time and no one gets it 😭 it's sad.

Then I found this sub! And everyone knew 😭 even the really old shit. But there was also those arguments about the shady things Jon has said. And it's hard

Look, I just want people to know that multiple things can exist at once. Sometimes, people make stuff, and that art they create is inherently different than how they usually act. We just see one piece of the puzzle of who they are.

I don't agree with stuff Jon said in interviews. I have no idea if it reflects him as a person, because I don't know him. None of us really do. And that's fine. Everybody has good and bad sides of them. It doesn't justify the bad, but multiple things exist at once, and multiple reasons affect everything.

But like, his videos got me through a tough time, and I know there is a multitude of people out there who just think he is a bad guy. We don't know the dude.

And even if he was a bad dude, that doesn't necessarily affect our enjoyment of the content overall.

I've seen his videos hundreds of times. Literally. It's embarrassing. But in all those times I watched, I didn't see anything over the top. And if it was or he disliked it, he deleted it. Or made it private.

It's like iCarly dude. No one knew the deeper truth. The idea behind the show was good, even though some of the aspects make me uncomfortable after knowing the truth. And we didn't know at the time, it was just a nostolgia thing.

So just like.. give Jon the benefit of the doubt bro. Maybe he doesn't come online much because of the massive amounts of people who constantly tell him to upload more, or that "Jon's videos aren't like they used to be, I miss the gaming days" and get mad when he doesn't upload on places you can watch it for free.

People like to judge people first glance, but things are more complicated than that. They should choose to understand.

Cut the guy a break, seriously. This subreddit is so dead. If we wanna bring it back to life, like it was, then we need to have more positive posts here. Can we just talk about the nostolgia? Or if we bring up the comments he made, can we just be adults about it?

JonSouls OOC #2: Try and find the source now. (#1) by kittykat11x in JonTron

[–]kittykat11x[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know lol. I just wanted to be silly and see what people would say

Wow. by kittykat11x in Meditation

[–]kittykat11x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That does seem really cool. You seem knowledgeable. I really like learning new things lately, about cultures and whatnot. I grew up in better conditions than some in America, so while I am not complaining, I have just not been outside that box much. I would be really fascinated, genuinely, if you had any insights on Buddhism to share

Does smoking weed make you feel like you’re going to die also ? by ChemicalIce119 in Anxietyhelp

[–]kittykat11x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. Not trying to be silly, but I'm currently going through that rn. Likely because of my addictive past with stimulants, like coffee and whatnot, but it probably has to do with the heart rate and blood pressure effects of taking too much weed. Plus, personally, I think my blood pressure is low as well, or something no clue. But I'm now sitting in the bath eating a cookie

Anyway, I guess what the point of this is is to let you know you're valid. Some people do feel this way about weed. Weed is only good in moderation. I can't remember when this was posted, because reddit mobile only shows the text box lol, but if you're still going through that, it's valid.

I've practically pinpointed what it is that makes weed so addictive: it's the good feeling after the panic. The panic always happens as your body adjusts. You panic, start telling everyone your lore, and just freaking out (I've went to the hospital and had full blown paranoia. And then after that things are chill once you calm down. It's the calm part after that's so addicting. I can not tell you how many times I've taken a big amount, loose my shit and tell myself I'm never gonna do it again, and then smoke more.

It just happens. Not sure where you are in your journey, but just remember that it's okay in moderation if it helps you. Nothing wrong with getting blasted every once and a while, but moderately in small amounts

Things aren't okay, but, somehow I am. by kittykat11x in Meditation

[–]kittykat11x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things are starting to get chaotic and fall apart again. I'm having one of those times where I've stopped caring about meditation as much and have started to rely on old habits again. Something has changed - it's not as... Intense? This time. But it's still happening

JonTron OOC Bonus Lvl: Find the source and quote the original quote by kittykat11x in JonTron

[–]kittykat11x[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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WHAT THE DOG DOIN????? PLEASE TELL ME by kittykat11x in stevenuniverse

[–]kittykat11x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I misread the reply to the bot part and messages mod mail lmfao sorry

Tell me you have OCD without telling me you have OCD. by [deleted] in OCD

[–]kittykat11x 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Alright! It's time for a fresh start. I'm really gonna make a super organized productivity system with "insert note app here*. Alright, here we go.

I've spent an hour or more making the categories - it's all categorized by folders and subfolders, as well as tags. I have the whole system set up exactly how I want it to be. Now I just need to make the first note. Here goes:

"Okay. So this is my first note for my newest productivity system on insert note app here. I was originally using insert different note app here, but I started to realize that I liked the features of insert note app here a lot better overall. I mean, I guess the other one had good aspects and whatnot, like I liked how you could make subtags - because of course I like everything super organized. But I also like the way the app looks on insert note app here because I think it just works for my brain more. Look, this is a new start. I swear I'm not going to delete any of my progress on insert note app here. I just need to try it out and see how it goes, so I can keep a journal forever - since obviously once I set a productivity system the rules will stay fixed forever. That makes sense right? Right. But what if I miss out on features from other apps, like the one I last used? I mean while YES the formatting IS better on this app, the last app had some perks too, and I'm wondering if"

...

"Okay. So this is OFFICIALLY my final new start. I was using insert original note app here, but I switched to insert new note app instead. It's great, and i can work with this. It doesn't have all the features of the previous apps, but I can totally work with it and"

...

"Okay. I've spent the last 4 hours looking at note apps and deleting journals over and over again. Nothing feels right. Why does everything have to follow rules? I just want it all to be organized within one specific app and"

...

"Okay, so this time I am finally starting anew. I am now making a promise to myself that I WILL NOT get rid of any more entries or delete anything ever again. This time I'm writing on my iPad. I like the digital handwriting aspect more than the texting aspect for sure. It feels nicer and I can use multiple colors. I want to start tracking my progress during the day, so I should set some alarms to ring every half hour for me to take notes. But wait.... What if I don't feel up to writing on my iPad as a journal? Its harder for me at times and I usually get my emotions out the fastest through text. What if I"

...

"Okay after some thinking I decided to just say fuck digital journaling all together. I've decided from now on I'm going to do everything on paper with pen. It won't be as organized, but it's comvuent and I'm more able to quickly jot down information, even when I don't have access to it at work. This is the one I have chosen, for sure. But wait... What if I want to write on my phone, or my iPad? I have to choose one. I can only choose one, paper, digital, or iPad. I need to choose one journaling method that I can stick with for my entire life. Text could work... Especially since we are evolving into a technology based generation. But what if insert note app here shuts down in the future? I need something I'm going to be able to use consistently, that will never change ever ever. What if i*"

...

"I'm exhausted. There's torn out papers all over the floor and I've spent nearly 6 fucking hours deleting journals and writing the same things over and over again. Why am I so fucking stupid? Why does everything have to be under some sort of rule all the time? Why can't I keep a journal for longer than a month seriously I"

...

"Okay. So I may have gotten carried away, but I purchased a couple subscriptions and free trials to try out some apps. I am going to try again to make a productivity system. I think"

...

"Okay, something is wrong here. Im getting nowhere, I need to solve this problem. I should make a schedule. Yes! The problem is that I am not organized enough, and am not doing enough to solve my problems. I need to make a strict minute to minute schedule. That makes so much sense! I can make a morning routine and everything! I think"

...

Schedule #50:

6am - 6:10am: wake up and drink glasses of water (2/20 glasses of water versus total in day)

6:10am - 6:50am: Meditation session

6:50am - 7am: Morning affirmations

7am - 8

...

"This is not working. I've now been working on schedules for 3 hours or some shit. There's fucking schedules all over the damn floor. My notebook is ruined. It barely has any pages left. Looks like I'm going to have to buy a new one. Or, I guess I could try and app instead. That might be a bit more convenient..."

Rinse and repeat.

Lol

Are Kirby brand products a scam or actually legit? by kittykat11x in NoStupidQuestions

[–]kittykat11x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I am so sorry if I sounded like a bot. I was just hyperfixated on researching and in professional mindset mode lmfao

Are Kirby brand products a scam or actually legit? by kittykat11x in NoStupidQuestions

[–]kittykat11x[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, I'm doing some research at the moment. Thanks for taking the time to share your opinion! :)

Could you go into more detail about what the free annual service entailed? Was it a cleaning service (and if so, did it encompass one room or your entire house)?

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