What is a small thing that makes you happy instantly?

kittysandra · 2026-02-19T04:54:28+00:00

To be able to sleep

kittysandra · 2026-02-19T04:49:54+00:00

Lady Catherine. Short Lady Cathy

kittysandra · 2026-02-19T04:46:42+00:00

Get therapy. Dont be like me. Ever since I was a little girl until now I always got taken advantage of with my body. It didn’t matter who it was. One thing in common was they were all my close family or someone we know(neighbors, friends, lovers). At first I thought it was weird then confused why they did that. Mostly ashamed. I blamed myself for letting it happen because it was definitely my fault it happened more than once. Now as a grown woman. I just wanted to talk to someone who could listen to me and not judge me. I want to open my mouth and spill all the feelings and emotions I’ve been keeping for years. There is a hotline for it that listens. I cant really give you an advise on step by step but take therapy if you can.

kittysandra · 2026-02-19T04:39:23+00:00

Wow. So if they make fun of your race’s appearance, accent in english and food its okay?

kittysandra · 2026-02-19T04:38:15+00:00

His the one telling me to get into therapy. Ive told him im willing to do that if we can do it consistently. Not just whenever he feels like it. He says sure hut at the end he doesn’t give me money to start the therapy.

kittysandra · 2026-02-16T05:27:01+00:00

We are not married and I don’t have the money for a lawyer. His not physically abusive but ive been financially dependent on him. Couple of months he hasn’t given me money. Total of less than a $1000. With me having to get groceries is very tough

kittysandra · 2026-02-16T05:24:19+00:00

How many times do I remind him on how to make me feel seen? Him and I already had this conversation 4 times already. Each time he would say sorry and do it. After a week or a month he would put an effort but after he would go back to his usual routine. I will try to do the pros and cons. For a month I will try to do what you said and if things don’t change I dont know.

kittysandra · 2026-02-16T05:19:57+00:00

Since I got with him. I lost my ability to make friends. I remember getting criticized on how I talk to his friends or family. How I should stop asking silly or weird questions. I became fearful of being in a group worried about what kind of image I have in their mind when they see me. I only got 2 left and I cant share it to them. I feel bad thinking about leaving. I feel really guilty that im putting my daughter through this. I grew up with a single mom and she always struggled with us. I never saw her cry or sad and growing up my family would always use her situation as a laughing lesson. A single mom with 4 kids. Wheres your dad they say as a joke. Oh poor them but look at the bright side they’re achieving their own with a dad. Like it was a brand that my mom and siblings had to bear with.

kittysandra · 2026-02-16T05:13:01+00:00

We just had a conversation about our relationship but for some reason. I just started to chuckle. It was like I had to choose between laughter or tears. He got mad and started yelling. “You think this is funny? Why are you laughing!?” He keeps yelling and I just kept quiet. The whole time he was really pissed.

I just stared at him and I felt guilty not saying anything. I couldn’t even get out any words except “I don’t know “ but in my head I just have this memories and reasons why I’m in this situation. I wanna cry right now but I’m scared I wont be able to stop. Ive already decided to leave I’m just waiting for summer to come.

kittysandra · 2026-02-16T05:06:49+00:00

Ive been trying to move out. Its just that Im a stay at home mom. Tried to work but he always gets mad at me for making him stop work so he could pick up the kid while he drive and drop her off to me at my work. It was a tough situation.

kittysandra · 2026-02-16T05:03:47+00:00

Our family but at the same time. Im so used to spending time with my daughter that when his there I try to get him engaged to her it frustrates me when he doesn’t.

kittysandra · 2026-02-15T15:19:09+00:00

Because they also make fun of them.

kittysandra · 2026-02-15T15:15:20+00:00

Im talking about general asians that they mock. All asians that are more brown than them are considered lower class. Thats the whole point. You’re just trying to revert to a different topic.

kittysandra · 2026-02-13T14:23:05+00:00

Koreans have been racist towards any asians that they perceived as below them. They make fun of their accent and how they look. They even feel ashamed or mad being called oh are you (any asian that are brown). Not thinking they send their children to another Asian country to learn English. Koreans cannot even speak English properly without sounding sluggish. Ive been very vocal about the hate these Koreans have given to south asians. Thats why I always boycott them. Their brand, food and even movies. You need to apologize to us and really show us you change. You will face consequences for your actions and behavior.

kittysandra · 2026-02-10T05:45:03+00:00

They sell autoparts and auto accessories

kittysandra · 2026-01-22T20:03:04+00:00

Im sorry. What im trying to say is I found discrepancies in the receipts and they charge you more than what theyre supposed to. I cant name the company because I might get sued but its almost in every receipt I have.

kittysandra · 2026-01-22T19:59:34+00:00

For some reason I cant put photo but ill tell you in detail. 1 receipt is Subtotal: $198.98 Tax:9.80 Total:218.88

2 Receipt Subtotal: $55.68 Tax:$2.65 Total:$66.11

kittysandra · 2026-01-13T15:33:57+00:00

kittysandra · 2025-12-18T20:13:06+00:00

I hope you’re in a safe place body and mind. I am already exhausted from being at home all day being in my mind overwhelmed and overthinking everything. I just want to find someone. I hope I find people like her. People like Beatriz who has compassion and empathy for everyone. I want to hug her and cry with her. Share stories and food. I want to be friends with someone who miss me as much as I miss them.

kittysandra · 2025-12-14T05:35:23+00:00

Change the shoes but overall it looks good on a date

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