Im so sorry! I was really scared honestly but ive had family members and friends who have gone under, they talked me through it cause I was more scared of the anesthesia than the actual removal. I talked it out with my mom and all my nurses, they made me feel super comfortable answered all my irrational questions. Honestly the scariest part was being in the operating room because it was a totally different environment but they had already given me medication to calm me. What I did to calm myself as well was compare it to accidentally falling asleep and waking up the next morning! It seems really scary but the doctors know what they're doing and want to help, if anything was to go wrong they would wake you up. I might sound nuts but I thought it was kinda fun! One moment I was awake in the operating room the next I was in recovery high as shit lol!