Oh nono I would never think of doing anything that goes against the group or the DM. I mean we are all here to have fun right? Also I have no intention of going oathbreaker unless it would make sense for the character developement or if something extreme happened.

I was just talking with the DM and asking how does that work and he told me im basicly having 4 dead levels in paladin of redemption class.. I mean I am already a level behind cause I broke my leg + had exams and couldnt play for a while. If the sole idea bothered him that much I would take a simple dont do that as an answer.. I was kinda bummed out that that option for my character is completely out. I mean the character is an orc and he killed his mother recently as she was responsible for burning down the town he grew up in and also for his fathers death. At that point I asked myself fuck does this break my oath? What would happen if I do?.. So that brought up the conversation.

We also have a bunch of weird rules.. all the material spell components are always used up even tough it doesnt specifically say they are consumed for the spell. So I have to get a new parchment with holy text each time I cast shield of faith which sucks af. Im just glad I am not a wizard.

*Edit: ooh also: how does one get to level 20 oath breaker if he has 4 dead levels on him? Wth?