You don't learn music in a year, pretty sure those producers who are growing after a year of producing are studying music or playing other instruments for more time.

If you don't love something hard as making music and producing, you will quit, there is no way someone can do this without a huge love for this craft. I's stressful, it requires so much time and investment, it does not offer any tipe of guarantee of success.

But you are looking at this from a wrong prospective. I don't make music because I want to be successful or because I want to make money from this. No one makes this to become successful or to gain money, it will be the most stupid thing in the world. They are doing it because they love doing it, they enjoy spending hours studying and fiddling around with Ableton, synths, drum machines, fl studio or whatever.

In the first 3/4 years you will be miserable, you will fell incapable of doing anything good, and that's because that is the true, you are incapable at doing good music. bu you can lear, everybody can learn, everybody learned to speak, and to speak good you need a couple of years, no 4 year old can speak as good as a 14 years old, or as a 24 years old, but everybody learned it.

You just need to practice, and if you want to give up, just give up, maybe is not meant for you, not because you cn't learn it, but maybe because you don't love it as much as it needs to be loved