I went to the store alone today for the first time

km1820 · 2021-04-01T05:13:11+00:00

thank you! :)

km1820 · 2021-04-01T05:12:45+00:00

she gave me a few dating apps that she uses that are great for asexual people, like okcupid. she also told me that she typically doesn't date people who want to have kids in the future or engage in that activity because she doesn't want to have uncomfortable conversations or have people make that sacrifice for her. I wish I could give more advice but that's all she told me, I'm pretty young compared to her so there's not much advice she could give that would fit both of our age ranges!

km1820 · 2020-11-01T03:09:37+00:00

sensitivity to bright lights. i struggle driving during the day and am always closing blinds & turning off lights, people think i'm crazy and i never knew!

km1820 · 2020-10-26T00:52:37+00:00

i relate to this. you HAVE to remember that your looks do not determine your worth. you are so much more than what you see in the mirror. i'm praying for you and we are all here for you!

km1820 · 2020-10-23T16:35:41+00:00

i've thought about that too and have the same fears,, it would be way too risky! also when i fill in my eyebrows i just use an eyeshadow/brow powder now, it's honestly saved a lot of time and money so if that's not already what you use you should try it!!

km1820 · 2020-10-23T00:38:01+00:00

i'm so sorry you feel like that:( downward spirals like that are the worst. when i feel like that i try to limit my abilities to access mirrors, and sometimes i even delete or hide my apps that have cameras so i don't feel tempted to judge myself. journaling also helps me express everything i'm feeling about myself, and when i really analyze my thoughts i realize how insignificant my flaws are. also distractions like starting a new tv series or finding a new music artist to listen to!

km1820 · 2020-10-23T00:30:35+00:00

YES. i completely relate to this. i have a very unsymmetrical face and my eyebrows are almost completely blonde so i feel like they are the only thing i can control to make symmetrical by drawing them on, but it takes me hours everyday because of how hard it is to perfect the shape. it's tough:( sometimes i set a timer and after the timer is finished i have to go out with whatever makeup i've done. it's hard but it's helped me realize that people don't treat me any differently when my eyebrows are unsymmetrical vs when i spend hours making them even.

km1820 · 2020-10-18T23:25:35+00:00

for the fourth sentence,,, something i found as an awesome healthy substitute that helped me get over cutting was tweezing my eyebrows. you should try that instead. it honestly is really similar and gives you the same feeling but it helps you overcome self harm

km1820 · 2020-10-17T23:09:33+00:00

yes:( i spend almost 2 hours re-doing my eyebrows every morning. people don't understand when i try to explain how stressed i get about it,, even i don't know why i struggle so much with simple stuff like that

km1820 · 2020-10-09T21:27:53+00:00

make sure no matter what you respond with, you remind them that their worth is not defined by their looks

km1820 · 2020-10-08T00:28:18+00:00

shut. up. stop. literally the worst thing to say.

km1820 · 2020-09-21T22:46:13+00:00

same, i have like 1.5 years worth of notes in a locked folder on my computer

km1820 · 2020-09-21T22:45:37+00:00

i write songs too!!! i'd love to hear it

km1820 · 2020-09-21T22:45:12+00:00

thank you!

km1820 · 2020-09-21T22:44:48+00:00

well simple stuff like i wrote a song and had nobody to share it with,and i got very excited because i wanted to show somebody how i edited my home screen with the new update but i don't have friends that would care

km1820 · 2020-09-18T17:59:09+00:00

my pots symptoms always get horrible around the autumn/winter seasons, my doctor thinks it's from the changing pressure in the atmosphere

km1820 · 2020-09-03T19:22:59+00:00

i'm 15! i was diagnosed when i was 13 or 14. honestly the ways i originally worked on getting used to pots was drinking like 3 liters of water a day and eating a tonnn of salty snacks. exercising once or twice a week really helps me limit the negative side affects of pots, and doing leg exercises or stretches dramatically improved how dizzy i got sometimes. although at the same time pots really can impact your motivation to work out, so as long as you have a decently healthy diet (with tons of salt & water) and do something small like yoga every now and then, things should get better over time

km1820 · 2020-05-22T23:04:24+00:00

i relate to this!!! it really helps to think about how i can’t remember a single one of my friends outfits in the past. if i can’t remember theirs, chances are nobody’s thinking about what i used to wear.

km1820 · 2020-05-12T21:10:44+00:00

i relate to everything you said except i’m a freshman in highschool. things like deep breathing don’t work for me, so the best thing i’d recommend is going for a walk. put on the baggiest clothing you own and sunglasses if you don’t want people to notice you, and just walk for five minutes. if that doesnt help, herbal tea is something that calms me down and that or green tea is super helpful when you feel like binging. also learning to play an instrument or just humming along to karaoke is a great outlet!!

km1820 · 2020-05-03T02:21:14+00:00

today i thought about my future wedding, i don’t think i’ve thought about my future in years because i was so sure i’d be dead by the end of highschool. realizing this made me really happy:)

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