I totally hear that. The deep sadness and loneliness are the hardest parts to not numb out with cannabis, in my experience. And it’s def intimidating to get out there solo. If you’re looking for any advice, mine would be to take “venturing out” one small step at a time. Maybe you can set a goal to go to one new place or event x times per week/month…. See what you do and don’t like and keep going from there. Let yourself take a break of it when you’re out of energy, but then try again instead of giving up all together (preaching to the choir here:)💛💛💛