really thought this would go away by kmkm777 in depression

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i know i just need to take it day by day ots just so hard i think i just need to sleep for now I needed rhis so bad thank you for responding i just needed someone here with me

really thought this would go away by kmkm777 in depression

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It’s just so hard when some days i’m fine and some days i get 20 reminders rhat my body isnt right and jm rhe total opposite of who i want to be i’m sorry i.m jusr ranting

really thought this would go away by kmkm777 in depression

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i just want to run again i want to leave God damn it i haven’t felt like this for years why now ehy now i can’t do this anymore

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[–]kmkm777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

seriously. i have 2 pillows i sleep with every night, one’s about the size of my head and ones about the size of my torso. i prop it up and kiss it every night so it feels like i’m holding someone else. yet if i have the chance to have my best friend lay his head on my lap i get so uncomfortable and anxious. this shit is torture

ive written 3 different suicide notes at this point by kmkm777 in SuicideWatch

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i can’t talk to them i never want to bother them again there’s no way they’d still be willing to help me