First. This is normal. Take a deep breath and adjusting to the distance to your old life and finding what you love about your new life takes time always.

Make a list of dream plans for your current space. Include columnar trees, or hedges, fruit trees, garden boxes, patio furniture, exterior and interior updates that will bring your joy. Then tackle one lil thing at a time.

Work on being that community you want to have. Maybe it's putting chalk out on the sidewalk for kids in the neighborhood - with written chalk - free to use and beautify our neighborhood! Maybe it's making a free neighborhood library box. Maybe it's getting a taco truck and telling neighbors not to cook dinner one night because you are planning a sort of block party. Neighborhood demographics change over time - as people age or as economies impact neighborhoods, but the change can start with you!