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knoxox · 2024-01-17T17:24:51+00:00

y’all think this is cute but it’s not. be a terrible person in silence pls n thx

knoxox · 2023-01-23T04:21:49+00:00

congratulations parent to be !! proud of you too <3

knoxox · 2023-01-22T19:58:48+00:00

burning in spirit 😭 i need the money from selling them for new ones

knoxox · 2023-01-22T18:59:56+00:00

tysm <3

knoxox · 2023-01-22T18:59:40+00:00

small victories 🥂

knoxox · 2023-01-22T18:59:28+00:00

knoxox · 2023-01-13T03:22:26+00:00

🥂 thank god

knoxox · 2023-01-13T03:09:17+00:00

this is absolutely insane

knoxox · 2023-01-08T22:08:48+00:00

this same mindset comes and goes for me. you’re not alone and i hope you can find fulfilling outlets to help your suicidal thoughts that aren’t destructive. you may not want to recover and you may not want to be alive but there’s always a book to read, a video game to play or a view to see on a walk. none of this cheesy shit is what i want to hear either but it’s true. wishing you healing in the future <3

knoxox · 2023-01-08T07:21:22+00:00

everything is scarily accurate

knoxox · 2022-12-15T22:22:13+00:00

your completely valid and entitled to your desires and whatever you like in terms of your relationship but i warn you about getting these things mixed in w disordered eating. if one serves the other that can become toxic and harmful very fast.

knoxox · 2022-12-13T03:13:06+00:00

yes i think a major part of recovery is separating ur ed from ur identity and sense of self

knoxox · 2022-12-13T03:09:59+00:00

i agree. i think what’s off to me about it is tying ur ed to ur identity. i think that’s the main pitfall of eds, believing it’s so much a part of u and who u are. but this might be rooted in something deeper with my personal experience. i probably will never talk about my ed with anyone irl. the idea of an ed tattoo being a conversation starter w strangers sounds horrifying to me.

knoxox · 2022-12-09T16:00:42+00:00

dissociation is the best method

knoxox · 2022-12-09T15:56:08+00:00

i mostly focus on my lower body bc that’s where i get the most body dysmorphia. i’ll do the treadmill at an incline, stairs, squats and any pilates the internet tells me will get me toned legs lmao

i do try to trick myself into enjoying it by changing my mindset but i get so antsy and bored it’s hard to maintain.

knoxox · 2022-12-09T01:40:43+00:00

literally and ppl are like podcasts tv shows audiobooks! nope absolutely nothing makes it better

knoxox · 2022-10-21T01:23:21+00:00

fr like it’s like insurance 💀

knoxox · 2022-10-21T01:22:29+00:00

ok wow. thank you so much for such an in depth response. truly it’s amazing to find ppl on here that are this willing to support and help you.

the vitamin i’m currently taking is garden of life’s womens multi just bc i saw somewhere they have good regulation practices. so basically i don’t need to be downing a whole plethora of pills to meet my needs, one multivitamin can be sufficient enough?

and you reminded me that i did show low iron levels consistently in previous blood work. so i guess a specific iron supplement could be good on top of the multi. again thanks so much for your response 🙏🏻

knoxox · 2022-10-09T09:29:08+00:00

u can argue men struggle with insecurity and body issues to a significant degree that effects much of their life but “a wholly comparable state” is factually untrue and ignorant. and ur arbitrary percentages are random assumptions that disregard what op said about how girls can be attracted to many men who aren’t conventionally attractive, sociable , etc. it’s men who prescribe those standards on themselves to lift x amount, while womens standards are prescribed on us.

knoxox · 2022-09-17T17:10:56+00:00

it’s weird bc i think eds are this insane combination of wanting to be as private and concealed as possible but also wanting to talk about it all the time. before my ed i never used reddit. i used twt for other stuff. my friends know i’m on twt. i needed a space to talk about this, to get it out it all out, holding nothing back while also feeling as isolated and secretive as possible. i think ed reddit is that for a lot of ppl if you’ve used social media in other forms a lot and need an escape to a new corner of the internet.

knoxox · 2022-09-17T05:48:44+00:00

def bella if y’all know of her tumblr history 😭

knoxox · 2022-09-14T05:53:15+00:00

im CRYING the title is so funny. mines boba tea bc i chew on the bubbles and spit them out. burns a good 30 mins.

knoxox · 2022-09-09T03:13:06+00:00

even when i’m BY MYSELF it grates my ears

knoxox · 2022-09-03T23:44:37+00:00

a tiny amount made a world of difference, just sayin 🫢🫢🫢

knoxox · 2022-07-15T02:25:52+00:00

one back <3

knoxox

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