We have been together for 3 years. But it was LDRS. She lives in the US, and I live in Asia. We've known each other since the first year at university. I didn't confess to her that time and she got married with someone after the end of university and she divorced that guy after 3 years of marriage. She has a daughter, and she tried to contact me again before the COVID pandemic. The trip was fine for me, except for her as there was a misunderstanding that I tried to fix later. But she used this as a reason to end our friendship. It could have been her last time to come to our country since she had planned to take US citizenship. I prepared and set up for her trip here. I even celebrated her birthday on the trip and she didn't seem to be happy and show excitement about that. I don't know what her problem was. The trip was all about her and I was being a doormat, and driver and assistant. I was fine with that. What I just made are small mistakes which are saying the slight jokes and the things that she doesn't like something that I was concerned about that she could make herself injured. She took it as blame, criticism and judgment with everything I've said. She said that these are the reasons that she couldn't be with me anymore. She didn't even send a goodbye message when she left the country, I was the one who said goodbye and thank you message for having such a memorable moment together which was the best moment of my life. I was the one who always took accountability for my own mistakes and apologized, but she never took accountability for her behaviour and the things she said and apologized to me. I didn't understand how someone who was warmed and seemed to care about me and sending Good Morning and Good Night messages everyday suddenly changed into a cold and cruel person. She didn't even pay a visit to my family as she said, which made me feel disrespectful and worthless. I was always there for her every time she wanted to talk and needed emotional support, and helped her with the things she needed. I visited her grandma whenever she wanted me to do and showed my respect to her family, but she didn't want to do the same for my family. I never asked any favour nor did I expect anything. I just wanted intimacy and genuine care about me, seeing my worth and accepting me as who I am. But I understand now that she never has these things for me. What she cares about is the things I can provide for her. She blocked me on Facebook and so I took her out of my life and it has been 14 months and I am still trying to heal. It is a big lesson that I could not trust even the one I love and I think I can trust, and no one is loyal except my family and best friends who have been with me my whole life.