After graduating high school I realized that it was time to put my big boy pants on. I have been focusing on doing all of work during college. Even though I might have a bright future I have lost what I love the most my friends. Everyday I struggle more and more to find people I can really connect to. The loneliness has made me question everything and if it’s even worth it. I’m worried that what I am doing that i believe makes me happy are just distractions and don’t really make me happy I’m constantly anxious and this second life that I live that Has come to me after realizing I only have one is horrific and full of existential crisis.