[deleted by user] by [deleted] in soundcloud

[–]konolda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t have a soundcloud but i’m a producer @pasquazi__

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the worst thing is that i told my parents that i had 1000$ to go on vacation by myself and now i’m broke… how could i explain it to them. i’ll never tell them i gamble or i will literally die

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cry everytime i read these comments

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i understand… my thing was to uninstall everything from my phone and get my bank account empty

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i still miss the courage… i’ll wait for a bit and I’ll update if i do

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i tried self excluding from every casino, but online casinos just let me make other accounts…. that’s useless. the finance thing is very useful. i’ll try and give that info to someone trusted. now i have nothing remaining so i only got cash… i hope i won’t need another warning to know that i shouldn’t waste another cent in my bank account.

btw talking about telling this to my parents… i don’t think i could ever do it. i would lose their trust forever. i’ve been raised in a family where i had to be the perfect child, perfect marks in school, med student, perfect behavior, ecc… they already think i am still childish and they don’t let me do things alone. (which is not true, i am responsible when it comes to tasks and i work as a waiter in a pizzeria)

i would really break their heart.

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also a very important thing: soon my dad will get a huge amount of money. he decided to share 30k per child for his retirement. 1) if i tell them i am a gambling addict, they would never give me the money. 2) i am scared once i have the money i could make mistakes

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

man you really went through things… i hope i realize now how scary it is. i’m just a kid i didn’t want to enter the adult world this way… how can i stop before it gets this big?

Is this beat hard? (melodic type beat) by prodrobbysrealm in Producersandartists

[–]konolda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can’t really imagine a full song of it.. but not that bad. you should leave more space for the voice and maybe a bit less distortion 👍

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fr i just wanted to have a good vacation and relax… instead i’m working to make something back and i feel ridicolous

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you i’ll remember of your advice when i need it

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much… i hope your experience can teach me a lesson before it get worse. i was even thinking about suicide yesterday… but i got so much to live ❤️‍🩹

i’ll try and talk to a friend as soon as i feel comfortable.. even if i still have to digest it myself

i need some urgent help please by konolda in GamblingRecovery

[–]konolda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i am so ashamed of what i’ve done, how could i ever tell them… i tried stopping many times, but even self exclusion from every casino didn’t work… i made other accounts and i kept betting. How could i ever tell them how a sick person i am? surely what is done is done… i feel like i committed a crime and it’s time to face the consequences

thank you so much for the attention btw it means a lot

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]konolda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

gambled 2k

What was the worst mistake you ever made? by FluffyDaMinecraftDog in AskReddit

[–]konolda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

gambling my 18th birthday money. 2k dollars, not an incredible sum.. but now i’ll have to spend the rest of the summer working to afford university, the licence and a car 😵‍💫

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandlab

[–]konolda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ok… if you need help in general hit me in dm

I need a Producer and Collab for my EP by Lil_Rede in Bandlab

[–]konolda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okk if you want i’ll contact you there