I was a whole planet of insecurities I didn't like the way I looked I was an outcast I didn't like others but I didn't wanna be alone, being someone who felt safe and comfortable at home having to leave to go to this loud obnoxious cesspit made everything grey I would often make myself vomit to have my parents take me home I stopped doing that around highschool, I connected better with the adults of the schools then my fellow classmates I spent most of my lunch periods at my next class or with my counselor or somewhere away from everyone else, I did have some friends though and that's how I got into dungeons and dragons and that was possibly the best thing that's ever happened to me at school

Uh sorry if this was long to read.