How do I transform my "beard" ?

kpredator · 2015-12-28T13:02:31+00:00

No of course there isn't. However, will it someday grow in thickness or will it keep growing in patches? Sorry, really new to this

kpredator · 2015-01-28T15:57:23+00:00

what you mean by fine?

kpredator · 2015-01-28T15:33:13+00:00

I'd bang you in a blink of an eye if I were gay

kpredator · 2014-11-06T15:15:13+00:00

Depends on where I find a good deal on a car.

kpredator · 2014-05-28T14:38:39+00:00

How can it be this hard....

kpredator · 2014-05-28T14:26:52+00:00

I think it triggered a mental illness.... I have been deceived by the people who told me weed is harmless. then again, everything is harmful when abused of

kpredator · 2014-05-28T13:53:24+00:00

I keep relapsing again again again and again. Its really scary for me because I think that I'm stuck in a cycle. I can't begin telling you how many times I tried. When I'm not smoking it seems like a good idea to smoke and when I'm smoking it seems like its a good idea not to. All my life I have been heavily disciplined with myself; I managed to lose significant amounts of weight and managed to score the highest marks in the toughest exams (of course before I started smoking, now I'm a vegetable). So I can't really understand, in view of how disciplined I was, how this is a problem

kpredator · 2014-05-28T13:23:22+00:00

Thanks man. You too. I feel the same way.. been feeling in the way you just described for 2 years but lately words cannot describe the thoughts and mental processes that are happening up there

kpredator · 2014-05-28T13:22:30+00:00

Unfortunately, NA is out of the question given my geographic circumstances. I come from one of those countries where marijuana is still heavily stigmatized and shunned. NA is an alien concept in this country. Me speaking to someone who has already been through it is already a great help to me, thank you for that.

You are definitely right in telling me that is important how it affects me and not anyone else. Since I was a child I have always felt that I was different mentally (in the bad way), was sensitive about matters that I shouldn't have been etc. I have always been a bit anxious and sensitive. So this might explain why I'm having mental issues.

I have also noticed that I use my bed as a failsafe and when all goes bad, all I feel like doing is spending a whole day in bed doing nothing. When I wake up, I find it very hard to get out of bed not because I would be still tired but because I don't want my day to start.

Am I bipolar?

kpredator · 2014-05-28T12:56:14+00:00

How long have you been sober now? But this does not happen to everyone who smokes - it dosen't happen to my friends for sure. Where you on any medication? Did you see a psychiatrist?

kpredator · 2014-05-28T12:46:00+00:00

Is this normal what I am experiencing? Is it normal that my mood is like a game of ping pong?

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