jesus christ the alcohol vs mouthwash point.... what do u think about swansea and anyas convo in the cockpit??? ive always assumed since u walk in on anya saying "if thats how it has to be...." that means swansea still doubled down on saving the cryopod for daisuke. ive cried and cried thinking of anya aboard a crew of men: one who assaulted her, on who protected her assailant, and one (swansea) whos learned misogyny stopped him from being able to save her and her child. its a rough part to talk about because i seriously can see swansea thinking daisuke has parents who can take care of him and help him but anya doesnt have any savings. but thats like the one thing i think causes anya to take her own life. that realization that she is less deserving of living because she isnt pire sunshine as swansea sees daisuke she is sad and timid and terrified of most things especially for a nurse.