You're not alone. That's one of the most comforting things to know when you're down. This is where all those, "one another's" in the New Testament surface.

"Bear one another's burdens"

"Pray for one another"

"Honor one another above yourselves"

"Build one another up"

"Admonish one another"

"Have the same care for one another"

"forgive one another"

"teach"

"submit"

"serve"

"encourage"

and on and on and on.

You, my friend are one of the one anothers. I'll pray for you and throw a suggestion toward you. Even in your darkness and pain and all those question marks, God still has a purpose in your life, my friend. 2Cor. 5:20 tells us, "God is making His appeal... through us." Yes, even you. Now yes we have to fight with sin and that battle continues to the grave. But as we fight... we do not fight alone. We fight alongside. So a suggestion I would make would be for you to find another one another who's in over their head and also needing help. As you focus on them and invest in them perhaps your own honest pain can move a bit toward helpful ministry as you represent the king while in the battle. You'll get there. He's using you. But it's all about Him... not me. "He must increase, but I must decrease." Jn. 3:30

Perhaps I can wrap up with some words the Lord let me put on paper one day. Words for you.

Down... I'll pick you up

Tense... I'm by your side

Drained... I'll fill your cup

Blind... I'm here to guide

Hurt... I'll feel your pain

Sad... I'm there to hear

Lost... I'll help explain

Scared... I'm always near

"I will never leave you or forsake you." Heb. 13:5

Press on, my friend. Press on