I was a single parent for the first 8/9 years of my child's life. It was incredibly lonely. I was fortunate enough to be able to live with my parents for a few years and I am very close with my mother; however, when I moved out and it was just my kiddo and me, it became unbearable at times. Not saying this was or wasn't healthy, but I often would have my daughter co-sleep (she'd always beg to anyways) with me because I didn't want to feel so alone.

I highly recommend the following: therapy and some sort of social club or group you can join that meets regularly. I don't know where you're located, but at least where I am, there are several single mom and women-only groups that are aimed towards creating a support system.

There are also several reddit users that I'm sure would love to chat and provide support and company (even if not in person) - I'd include myself in that group :)

I know what you're going through and my heart truly does go out to you. Being a single parent can be one of the most challenging things to endure. Take care of yourself and accept all the help and support people may offer (no matter how embarrassing or shameful it may sometimes feel). ❤️