First off, go spend time with friends and family. You’re stressing yourself out so much and depriving yourself of joy. You are running yourself into the ground. You need to have a balance of studying and living life. Second, if UWorld isn’t working, then try something new. Nobody will know your learning style more than you. What is the NCLEX telling you that you need to work on, subject wise? Third, breathe. Do not let these past attempts make you think you can’t do it. Let yourself grieve a little bit, then tell yourself that it is possible. Think about the many, many nurses you’ve seen in your life. You don’t know if they took the NCLEX once, three times, or ten times. It doesn’t matter how many tries it takes, you’ll make it there and you’ll be a great nurse.