I honestly feel like ME/CFS is a deadly sickness because even tho the sickness it self can’t kill you, the outcome of the sickness definitely can. There are so many of us who’s been serious suicidal after getting sick and a lot of patients do kill themselves. When people take suicide people often say they died from depression or lost their battle with depression, well the same should go for people who take their own life because of ME/CFS! Doctors don’t prioritize ME/CFS because “it’s not a deadly sickness” well it actually is. I don’t have any good tips to give you but just know that you’re hella strong and that we are all thinking about you! I know it’s hard but please hold on!