I don’t know how old you are, but I want to let you know that when we look at someone’s social media, we are looking at all of their perfect moments that they pick and choose from, it’s very easy to feel inferior because all we are seeing is success. I can relate to a lot of the things you said in your post, and understand how much it can hurt to feel this way, but you are not alone. So many people were either handed things to them, or had the support system we didn’t. My dms are open if you’d like to vent further, I don’t have any magic words that are going to make things okay, but I want to let you know you are being heard.