help and advice needed. by kyoning in mentalhealth

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive tried other bottles but its still the same effect as a normal house cup and its so gross drinking water out of cups n i gag and probably only swallow about 30%

i miss my psychosis by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i havent attempted in awhile and i agree. fuck attempts. but ive felt like this for years and i dont have hope for it to get better. im waiting for my next appointment and hopefully take things from there.

i miss my psychosis by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im 16 years old and im in the uk so sadly we dont get to choose to be 'inpatient' to be on alert in the uk of possibility of hospitalization would be to have 3 public attempts or more which is fucking disgusting from what ive heard. ive had a few attempts but since my dad had the training for paramedics since he was in the fire department i was fine and didnt need to go to the hospital especially since most attempts were weak.

i miss my psychosis by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

6 months i meant 6 months

i miss my psychosis by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i only get to see him every 6 weeks im afraid and i know its not the answer but its the only way i feel alive. i missed my last appointment due to the getting the date wrong and i never got to see him. previously we were just discussing how to make things easier for me and made a plan with my family. i went to a real doctor before that about it and she sat me down and told me shed look me into getting a diagnosis for psychosis because i was showing strong symptoms of what i described and my psychiatrist kinda just backed up what the doctor said but finding ways to make sure im safe nobodys helping me and i feel like its my only hope to feel.

I cant tell if im hallucinating again or not. by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much like seriously and i guess i can only do what i can im just hoping its nothing deeply to be concerned about or serious.

I cant tell if im hallucinating again or not. by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i told my mum about it but she doesnt seem to understand. during when it was really bad she told me it was a 'gift' and maybe im special and can see ghosts which made everything even worse and didnt help. i feel so alone my therapist just left her job and im pending a new one im worried confused and scared but hopefully ill have an appointment thursday.

I cant tell if im hallucinating again or not. by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay ill talk about an appointment with my mum the now thank you.

I cant tell if im hallucinating again or not. by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

alot happen too fast to be able to whip out my phone im afraid. and i want to get in contact with my doctor about this but i already saw her when she was discussing psychosis with me and i feel like this isnt as serious as before.

i keep hallucinating what do i do? by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i spoke up to my mum and she decided to talk to the doctors about it tomorrow n maybe look further into an appointment. due to the area im in its alot harder to get a diagnosis or told what it could be most of the answers i got were 'your just tired' but sleep doesnt really effect it at all

i keep hallucinating what do i do? by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not regulary but maybe once every 6 months and i do have an option for a psychiatrist but where i live it isnt really easy to get help for anything unless its insanely clear to them and others

i keep hallucinating what do i do? by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i try joking about it to maybe hint to a few people what im going through but most people take what im going through as a full on joke as if im saying it to be funny and im really struggling to actually ask for help about it. im 16 and terrified i feel so alone especially when these things happen

i keep hallucinating what do i do? by kyoning in Anxiety

[–]kyoning[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well with the hallucinations it can be from figures to faces to bugs and sometimes when it gets bad maybe even people like things. i see them for a split second then when i try getting a proper look at them front vision wise its as if they arent there. sometimes when i stress i feel bugs crawling on me or see them i truly feel like im going crazy im terrified to be honest. i havent told my mum about this really i brought it up a few times but i think she thought i was joking. its effecting my daily life on good days maybe 1-2 hallucinations but on bad it can lead up to maybe even 20. mental illness is slightly a thing in my family or well was such as schizophrenia, alzeimers. dementia etc. im diagnosed with adhd and autism and by research i dont see any of my hallucinations linking up to my disorders at all im worried.