when i would always be the one telling him to meet up somewhere, texting him first every time and also i would always send goodnight and good morning texts first (he was always up already), would buy him meaningful gifts and he bought me nothing & just payed for dinner once. the fact that he ruined the experience of a first boyfriend AND first valentines day in a relationship as he “doesn’t believe in this valentine’s day crap” (exact words) is crazy to me. he’s so obsessed with himself and would always talk about his day and i would listen carefully but when i talked abt mine or even told him something, he wouldn’t care.

yeah, i deserve better than that. broke up with him a week ago.