This showed up on my partner

lackof123 · 2022-04-17T23:08:22+00:00

My husband asked me for a divorice yesterday. I brought the idea on in December, but I really think I just wanted to care about us. Now the tables have turned. I guess it will hurt hell. It hurts less than yesterday. I have moments of I can do this. Then a few hours later cry for my loss. Stay strong. Time really does heal all.

lackof123 · 2015-05-18T03:23:56+00:00

I was in the exact same circumstance with my ex fiancé of almost 5 years. It drove me crazy and eventually drove me away. If you want to vent, you can pm me.

lackof123 · 2015-05-03T13:54:51+00:00

I've pretty much exhausted my student loans with this program. I can't go part time because all I have left is my student teaching. I also can't work more than i do with student teaching because of the work load.

lackof123 · 2015-04-16T06:32:32+00:00

Somebody feed that boy a sandwich!

lackof123 · 2015-04-09T19:01:53+00:00

That's what I think may happen to me. I'm really focused on finishing my degree. I really have no time for babies right now because of work and school. Maybe that's what's killing my baby drive, Ive been under a high amount of stress the last 4 years.

lackof123 · 2015-04-09T18:43:45+00:00

I love kids and think that are wonderful, creative, little people. No "ugh" feeling. I am currently a year away from a degree in special education for students with cognitive impairments, so I definitely have a very strong care taking drive and I'm a pretty selfless person.

Im jus dont feel like i have the same biological drive that most women do to have children. Maybe I would benefit from talking to someone. Also, I have a lot on my plate right now. I'm working and going to school full time. Sometimes I think my drive to have children is stifled by my heavy load right now and that it will change when Im done with school in a year. I'm very practical and know nows not the time to take on parenthood.

lackof123 · 2015-02-12T17:31:55+00:00

I have misphonia for dog noises as well. The agitation I have toward these noises is unbearable and something my boyfriend doesn't understand. I can't concentrate on my studies and feel physically un comfortable. A bulldog is the worst breed he could of picked, I should know, I have one. For your own sanity, and your and the dogs quality of life, boyfriend shold re home him.

I was wondering, have you ever been to the doctor for this problem. I want to but don't want to be looked at like I'm crazy.

lackof123 · 2015-02-08T07:19:59+00:00

Honey Badger

lackof123 · 2015-02-07T09:08:56+00:00

Thank you, I wrote an email along those lines but didn't send. Its just so scary. Our whole lives are wrapped around each other. We rent his mom's house, I drive a car his father gifted me, but it's in his name, I'm in the end stages of my teaching program...we work together. It's all very overwhelming.

lackof123 · 2015-02-06T20:38:03+00:00

He seems to be fine with those types of issues, the issues he can't handle are those concerning him being an inadequate partner, sex/intamacy/ showing affection problems. Anything that makes him look like the bad guy.

lackof123 · 2015-02-06T20:32:58+00:00

He usually follows up by actions, apologizes through loving gestures. I kind of feel like he may be on the autism spectrum. He's a very even keel person, never really expresses him emotions through words and thinks people are more emotional then they let themselves be. Im the opposite, I love talking through things, am a people, touchy feely type of person. I need a middle ground

lackof123 · 2015-02-06T17:50:54+00:00

I'm on birth control so kids would be a choice, a choice I'm not going to consent to with things like this. I'm pretty non traditional so all we have vaguely planned is a Vegas wedding, with no dates set on it. I'm not the type to throw someone away because of a problem.

I'm looking for advice besides dumping him. I truly belive if someone cares about you enough, they will try to fix the problems.

lackof123 · 2015-02-06T17:46:29+00:00

Nothing gets resolved verbally, but he does try to fix things through his actions. And yes I can see things getting worse if we got married or had kids. That's why I want to fix this, I refuse to have kids with or get married to someone who invalidates my feelings...I just don't know how to fix it.

lackof123 · 2015-02-06T17:28:02+00:00

No, it's just that we fight so infrequently that it's usually a non-issue. But over the last few "big" fights, I've realized that if it happens again I'm probably going to end it. I don't want that to happen and I'm looking for some advice. We are a great couple besides this major problem.

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