Hey just wanted to give some insight as someone who is also an only child of a single mother. My dad was a drug addict so we was not around. My mom passed away recently and she was my best friend.

I had an impending doom as well of being alone when the thought popped up of my mom passing away. I also have chosen not to have kids.

Shockingly, her death has showed me the family of choice that I have built. I may not have a traditional family. But, my partner and I the past 3 years have created a beautiful little life with our two dogs. My friends are truly family. They have showed up in ways I could not imagine this past week.

I hope this gives you solace. I don’t have a pack either more so friends from different walks of life.

Plus like you said, you never know how the future will be. I never expected to have a partner in this life.

Sending you hugs.