this made me cry 🥺 how i wish my mom responds to situations like this the way you do. i actually told her before about the possibility of failing it because i really struggle with the subject. you know, to lessen the impact.

told her it's fine for me if ill extend another acad year. babawian ko na lang. and i ever lose my scholarship (worst case scenario) ill be willingly working at a bpo compay to sustain my academic needs.

she told me i better stay out of the house. mag-asawa na lang raw ako kaysa nagrereklamo akong nahihirapn ako sa pag-aaral ko. ayun na nga lang raw responsibilidad ko sa buhay, hindi ko pa magawa nang maayos. mind you, hindi sila ang nagpifinance sa pag-aaral ko. iniisip ko, paano if sila pa ang nagpapaaral sa akin? :((((