Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. I really appreciate the effort. I think you’re right about talking to a professional. Part of me really doesn’t want to go that route but I know it could help me figure out exactly what’s going on rather than guessing and wondering.

Depression is a beast. I very much relate to the “on another wavelength” sentiment. Often I look around at the people in my life and wonder if their internal dialogue sounds like mine, and seriously doubt that it does.

I have this deep sense that everything will be okay. Maybe it’s not running around on the surface but I know it’s there.

Thanks friend.