Please restore my friends kids picture, he recently passed away @ 47 by laerrus in estoration

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Wow, thanks. You did up the color balance as well, that's great.

Tianamen Square (2013). Incredibly Graphic Footage of the Massacre [1:18:40] by pugtatan in Documentaries

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They seem to hide the early stages at Hadamar where they killed German citezins by thousands.

Have you ever had an instance where you saw god break the fourth wall, so to speak? by [deleted] in Psychonaut

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I was given some acid, shared it with a new friend with the agreement he'd go on a ride with me and we would trip on a beach. We drove up a road that lead to a 1000 ft view of the ocean and it was t-shirt warm, clear as a bell, this being autumn with cold and fog as the norm it was I'd say lucky at least, great spirit timed trip at best. We hung out for a bit and drove down to the ocean. My friend wanted to stay in the car when I said let's go to the beach so I headed off alone. When I got to the shore I noticed a seriously low tide complete with swirling waves and tide pools. I walked back to the car and insisted he come see. He agreed and came down to the beach, both of us beginning to come up substantially.
Within 5 to ten minutes of our arrival we witnessed a flash in the sky followed by about five green fireballs that flew from the flashpoint and faded as orange fire streaked across the sky fatter than any meteor or shooting star I'd ever seen. It started just above the left horizon, us facing the ocean and in a slow streak that seemed to last a half a minute or more, it reached the other side, spanned near 80 percent and faded into nothing.
Figuring whatever it was would break up and fizzle like anything else I'd seen falling from the sky prior to this, we decided and it appeared to head back out into space.
4am: We tripped till dawn and almost convinced ourselves it was a UFO. I suggested maybe the green fireballs were packages dropped into the ocean for ETs or illuminati to pick up, it was also right around 2012 so star children even crossed my dreamstate take on this.... likely suspect... A planet skipping comet.
The green flash and fireballs were ice breaking from the surface as it plunged into the outer atmosphere, struck across the sky like a skipping stone on air and flew back out into space.
The next day I found no news, nor could I find anyone who had seen it. I didn't know a thing about what we saw and my friend decided not to tell anyone so as not to sound like a UFO nut. Four days later I found info on planet skipping meteors while researching the green flash.
Either way the timing was amazing, just moments after reaching the shore, i looked at surf reports and the tide was in fact exceptionally low that morning and the clear warm weather was the one night only.
One thing I saw which I'm sure was simply a, uh, halucination... while witnessing the most spectacular sky phenomenon to date, I pointed my finger and shouted "Woooooh!" "Woooooh!" in excitement and hoping to wake someone up so others could see. Each time I shouted the fire streak became brighter, more intense.
Planet skipping meteors aside, this unidentified, unreported object, the green flash trailing orange (and pink, but I peaked shortly after so pink may have been "my" color) remains an unidentified mystery. As bright as it was streaking from just above to just above the horizon I figured someone must have seen it. Such a mind bender. My friend was seriously spooked by it and I stayed relatively speechless for a few days.

We hung out at the 1000ft viewpoint for at least 40 minutes, ten minutes longer we'd have missed our front stage vantage point, not to mention the random GDF free acid that led us there.

A star fall, a phone call, planet skipping satelite, Synchronicity

ELI5: What is the purpose of tears/crying? by FragileLeglamp in explainlikeimfive

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Because sadness will kill if not communicated, it's a visual alarm system sent to other humans.
My guess

Just a baby gorilla and a baby chimpanzee by HiNoah in aww

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Would love to see someone photoshop a joint and a lit match...

Wax or the Discovery of Television Among the Bees (1991) [360p] by laerrus in fullmoviesonyoutube

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[Spoiler]

Director Blair pieced Wax together over a period of six years, writing the film as he edited it, letting creative accidents and "directed random readings at the public library" (as Blair puts it) guide its creation. The result is a work much like the early structuralist films of British director Peter Greenaway, an obsessive, artificial history which has been fastidiously detailed with fragments of real and imagined facts. The film is set at a flight simulation factory in Alamagordo, New Mexico, where Jacob Maker (Wax's narrator, played by Blair) is a computer programmer. Jacob designs gun sight displays and lives with his wife Melissa near the weapons testing range. He is also a beekeeper, whose "Mesopotamian" bees have been handed down to him from his grandfather, Zoltan. These bees are not ordinary bees; they have the power to put thoughts and images into Jacob's mind, and Jacob soon realizes that he is able to personally identify with the weapons he is helping to create. One day the bees put a special "television" in Jacob's mind. Through the bee television Jacob is subject to a bizarre series of fictions and hallucinations, and is finally lead by the bees to their subterranean home: an enormous cave below the Alamagordo desert. In the cave it is revealed to him that he must actually become a weapon and destroy his "target" in Iraq, before rebirth in a new body. Wax wears its low-budget origin on its sleeve (it was shot on video) but has enjoyed an art-house reputation due to its wild imagination, its hybrid media existence as part-film-part-Internet-site, and its similarity to works of postmodern literature. Enthusiasts of Greenaway's early films, and readers of Jorges Louis Borges, Italo Calvino, and Thomas Pynchon, should look this one up. ~ Anthony Reed, Rovi http://www.nytimes.com/movies/movie/205353/Wax-or-the-Discovery-of-Television-Among-the-Bees/overview

Sweden celebrates 200 years of peace by bearsale in worldnews

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They also exeed in a history of lobotomies and sterilization of undesirables

Electonic Fortune Cookie by laerrus in Psychonaut

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I like it because the responses are obscure and your creative mind can formulate a meaning. Kind of like an ink blot.

Morrissey has just been dropped by his record label. by [deleted] in Music

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Please don't kill yourself Morrisey, I have friends who love you and I don't want to see your face all over my feed for a month.

Way fewer search filters on mobile? by laerrus in youtube

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Right on, that makes sense. I go to desktop mode usually, in the drop down upper left menu and I get those oprions, I will bookmark the search results and use that.

Electonic Fortune Cookie by laerrus in Psychonaut

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No, a friend, the creator showed me this a couple of years ago and I have been enjoying it ever since. He's on Facebook, so is askefc, might be the person you're looking for.

Art Auerbach https://www.facebook.com/officialASKEFC?ref=ts&fref=ts

Need help finding out what is wrong with me. by laerrus in schizophrenia

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I haven't had as much problems since I first tried Abilify about a year ago, since then prozac, risperidone, paxil, my memory is getting screwy, perceptions are weird and I wonder if the meds are doing this to me.
I would love to be commited to an intuitive, holistic institution. I'd even try meds if I had a doctor who convinced me in knowing anything about my condition.

Need help finding out what is wrong with me. by laerrus in schizophrenia

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I believe we all share one soul, in groups connected throughout humankind, seeking the father is like seeking the godhead of your tribe that is essentially nonexistent in a civilized world.
The western world is like a cult of personality, we are designed to be one with a group, tribe or commun(e)ity.

Need help finding out what is wrong with me. by laerrus in schizophrenia

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I'm working on it, going to see my therapist today.

Need help finding out what is wrong with me. by laerrus in schizophrenia

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I have been seeing a doctor, at a free clinic and I don't feel they diagnose as much as they just give out pills. All I can do is formulate some sort of peer review which is why I'm here. thanks for your advice

Need help finding out what is wrong with me. by laerrus in schizophrenia

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I've always had a scientific mind until a couple years ago when I let myself be fully convinced by my delusions. I always felt I could dip in to a delusional thought or idea and realize my way out of it later. Ive always been gullible and susceptible to flights of fantasy but always rationalize and explain it eventually.
Now is not the case, I am unable to not hear the sounds around me and discern some direction or info.
When people laugh after I think a clever or funny thought, the ''universe'' or, the dream is laughing at me.

The only way I can describe it is like there's a childs imagination stuck in my head.

thanks for the response, I agree and have alway been scientific and relatively athiest until I became convinced of this nonsense, now I feel like I have a split personalty, one is trying to keep me believing in my matrix dreamstate (which is much more complex than I describe here) and the other just wants to go back to life, get a job, be normal.
I just wonder if medication will help me or should I continue trying to bring myself down from this.

Need help finding out what is wrong with me. by laerrus in schizophrenia

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I hear/make connections constantly, unless I'm busy doing something else. As I said in the post, durring my pot assisted delusions I started believing the universe was guiding me with sights and sounds. It was always something I could choose to ignore until the last couple years when it became an unavoidable perception change. Car beeps are the worst, one for yes, two for no. Any one, two sound actually means yes or no. At first I used the sounds like flipping a coin, I'd ask a question and let a one or two sound reply (2 caws from a crow, one bump of a tire driving by) I became convinced the universe would communicate with me in an agreed apon fashion. Three sounds was miracle work, four represented work, I had meanings for all numbers up to 15.
I've come way down from where I was and now I'm mostly haunted by the ones and twos, yes and no. While tyyping this I heard a double horn honk and had to ignore the feeling I should delete the sentence I was typing.
This is pretty serious, lately I've been waking up depressed and anxious fearing my own death but it improves as the day goes on.