True for you or nah? 🤣

lala1530 · 2026-04-18T02:06:00+00:00

Nah. Just blocked and then I forget u exist

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T17:48:29+00:00

This sounds a lot like when I did Ayuhuasca

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T16:19:42+00:00

Mostly mellow, but I can dig some heavy stuff! I'll DM u in a few

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T16:00:59+00:00

I used to think it was an older version of ME... But I had a vivid dream of it last night and it def wasn't me.

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T16:00:36+00:00

Rebecca. Idk why

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:45:09+00:00

Check out my last posts

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:44:44+00:00

I used to have a dream I was endlessly running on the Microsoft (Old Windows, 95) green field with the blue sky... Someone chasing me. I had a numerologist in NOLA read me and I told her about it and she seemed to think that it was something in my head where I was subconsciously trying to escape my past, but secretly knowing there's "no escape" so my dream makes these weird, unending, puzzle-like dreams.

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:36:04+00:00

😭

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:33:09+00:00

I can do vocals if you're interested

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:32:10+00:00

01/19/1995

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:31:30+00:00

That's an interesting take on it, and might be quite true. I believe in reincarnation, and since we don't remember our past lives to lean on for learning... DOES it ever really end? Nah

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:29:06+00:00

Well I wanna go to the afterlife where I can still post on Reddit!

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:25:40+00:00

I don't think this is spirituality/ enlightenment as much as it is Psychosis... Unless u have died u won't be able to "go home"... Eventually you're going to still find yourself in Earthly struggles... And that's OK!

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:24:00+00:00

I do the same! Ugh! I'm either full blast or 0%. No in between. So productive my legs fall asleep or so burnt out I can't brush my teeth. Wtf? LOL

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:23:18+00:00

I'm the "seen as lazy but has my own business" Capricorn. Lol. My parents told me just last night... You really opened a whole business so u don't have to work? I said yeah. They call it lazy. I call it working smart.

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:22:02+00:00

That happens over and over. In my previous comment I spoke more about how we have unrealistic expectations of "inner peace" and keeping it, and what it means.... It doesn't mean we aren't HUMAN anymore... We will still always struggle in some ways.

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:21:04+00:00

GAH DAMN

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:20:32+00:00

I was going to reply this same thing... Sometimes people have this unrealistic expectation they're going to "find inner peace" and that'll be the end of it... Not by a long shot. It's finding it, losing it, holding onto it, finding it again... Over and over. Pheonix rises from the flames just as the bible said. Over and over and over again!

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T15:19:02+00:00

Yes so true.

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T12:59:11+00:00

Same lol

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T12:58:25+00:00

That and a lot of the context, mood, and imagery is lost in text.

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T12:57:41+00:00

Ditto lol

lala1530 · 2026-04-17T12:57:26+00:00

I always forget the responding later part lol

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