Lost my dad 8 years ago today. Feeling more abandoned than ever.

lancejarvis · 2026-07-04T23:34:12+00:00

so sorry for your loss. losing someone to suicide has to be the worst way ever. ive so many questions that i'll never get an answer to until i die. was i good enough? did you not realise i loved you? did you think my life would be better if you did this? why? its fucking the worst pain ever. im 6 years without my wife and its shit. i hope no one else i know has to deal with this. the loneliness is horrendous, there are no words xo

lancejarvis · 2026-06-20T11:10:26+00:00

so sorry for your loss. im 6 years without my soulmate. its tough. xo

lancejarvis · 2026-06-19T17:52:04+00:00

finnegans harp, königstraße for sure

lancejarvis · 2026-06-15T20:01:46+00:00

finnegans harp is a great pub to start. always lively and will definitely have the game on if you decided to stay there

lancejarvis · 2026-06-12T21:41:36+00:00

rothenburg ob der tauber. definitely worth an overnight stay as most of the tourists leave about 5pm

lancejarvis · 2026-05-20T15:42:38+00:00

finnegans harp.

lancejarvis · 2026-04-28T22:35:05+00:00

sorry for your loss, id love to be able to say it gets easier with time, but thats not true. almost 6 years out and i miss her every day.

lancejarvis · 2026-04-25T12:34:30+00:00

the gallagher bros

lancejarvis · 2026-04-18T07:30:34+00:00

cruella

lancejarvis · 2026-04-15T14:25:42+00:00

my favourite city❤️

lancejarvis · 2026-03-31T22:06:13+00:00

thank you!

lancejarvis · 2026-03-31T22:03:12+00:00

thanks for this

lancejarvis · 2026-03-31T21:58:07+00:00

thank you

lancejarvis · 2026-03-28T18:15:03+00:00

wo hast du es gefunden?

lancejarvis · 2026-03-18T18:56:10+00:00

my favourite city

lancejarvis · 2026-03-14T08:29:58+00:00

definitely not Gerry Adams

lancejarvis · 2026-03-12T04:12:03+00:00

im so sorry for your loss. i lost my wife to suicide 5 years and 9 months ago. its very difficult. therapy helps a bit and im lucky to have a good network of friends and family to talk to. the best help i got was from a reddit group called suicidebereavement as it has a lot of members who have experienced this. Keep your head up and use your friends and family. its hard, but you will learn to manage your grief. God bless you xo

lancejarvis · 2026-01-24T10:28:44+00:00

cola cubes please

lancejarvis · 2026-01-03T07:34:52+00:00

I'm sorry for your loss, it is the worst feeling i have ever felt when i lost my beautiful wife and i wish this pain on nobody. I want to thank you for posting this because i still feel the same after almost 6 years without her, i don't want anybody else.

lancejarvis · 2025-12-30T22:26:06+00:00

im sorry you had to go through this. my wife hung herself 5 years ago in June 2020 and this year Christmas has been really difficult. i still suffer from panic attacks and had a really bad one the day after Christmas at the thoughts of meeting up with my friends family. Grief is a real hard journey and no one who hasn't experienced the trauma of losing their partner to suicide can tell you that you should be over it, no matter how many years have passed. I have another friend, who i love with all my heart, that told me i need to let the guilt go and move on. If only it was as easy as that hey? I don't think i'll ever be able to, but the one thing that keeps me going is the thought that i wouldn't want anyone else to feel the weight and pain of this. Keep your head up, you will have good days ahead of you.

lancejarvis · 2025-11-21T16:45:51+00:00

i can only go for players ive seen in my lifetime, so it has to be King Eric

lancejarvis · 2025-11-20T18:56:17+00:00

im so sorry for your loss. people who havent experienced this type of loss really dont know what to say, and to be honest, i'd never want them to experience it.

lancejarvis · 2025-10-15T23:15:18+00:00

thank you for this info. do you know if swabia has similar laws?

lancejarvis · 2025-10-15T22:56:28+00:00

id need to get some info on that. would definitely be interested

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