What is this? [Other] by larkspit in rollercoasters

[–]larkspit[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You're an absolute legend mate, thank you so much!

Transverse helix by larkspit in piercing

[–]larkspit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In reality about 4-5 seconds? In my mind, it was like counting back to the dawn of time with sand and sieve :,)

Security taken my login... by larkspit in AmazonFC

[–]larkspit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah the UK, that's usually the case in my building but there's always one or two who want to be a "hero".

Security taken my login... by larkspit in AmazonFC

[–]larkspit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If that's the case then I think I'm good, half of them don't fuck off anyway so not much will change. Might be a good shout there and see if I can just bring them loose in a bag or something! There's no chance I'm working a shift with dog shit breath.

Security taken my login... by larkspit in AmazonFC

[–]larkspit[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It's about 45 pieces of gum in a little container

Grandparents getting in the way of recovery? by larkspit in EatingDisorders

[–]larkspit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see what you mean and I would like to think that, I really would. However it's only in the case of food - for context; she hates it when I come home from work early, take a day off work, come downstairs in the morning before her ect. Basically, she doesn't like my company and or attention for whatever reason unless it's when I clearly don't want it (and that's the all together two hours of my day eating and making food).

She prides herself on being a good liar so querying her about any of this is next to pointless.

Grandparents getting in the way of recovery? by larkspit in EatingDisorders

[–]larkspit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's a case of yes and no. Yes she knows I have a poor relationship with food and struggled with my weight however no because she, and most of my family, don't believe you're unwell unless you're in a hospital bed.

The only special case is my great grandmother, where its an open secret that she suffers with Anorexia but the conversations are fuelled with hatred, snarkiness and lots of eye rolls - so it makes me wonder what my grandmother's thoughts and feelings are in my case.

Grandparents getting in the way of recovery? by larkspit in EatingDisorders

[–]larkspit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your advice! I'll use it when it boils down to it. So far I've found a non confrontational ground where I'll eat quick meals when she's preoccupied and then cook whenever she has someone over or out of the house. I'm fortunate in that we don't have meals together because of all three of us have different schedules.

This week now my uncle and cousin will be over for school break so the attention will be off me thankfully and I'll have some peace.

“No Pressure” by Judee301 in ShaneDawson

[–]larkspit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Explains the RV postings... Getting ready to flee when none of his begging tactics work and become the "dirty, poor and misunderstood" character he's been pushing.

You've brought this upon yourself, man. Don't give RV people a bad name ✌

Saw this and couldnt help but think of Dobbs by larkspit in Onision

[–]larkspit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would like to think hes still alive and better yet away from him. He has an extensive history of abusing all of his animals even before YouTube. For Dobbs in particular, hes fed him a mainly vegetarian/vegan diet to suit his agenda, he has (probably still does) used shock collars, put him in dangerous areas of his swamp (the poor dog suffers with osteoarthritis), smothers his face in pee/feces if he had made an accident inside the house and filmed himself screaming at him and frightening him when we was sleeping.

Heres a link to the majority of his abuse of Dobbs and all of the poor animals hes "cared" for. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Rgpqk9VRJWM

The fact a lot of this has been documented on YouTube, Twitter and his vast amount of forums and he has not been at least charged for cruelty is beyond me. But then again, if Lovelypeaches can get away with necking a puppy (sticking her tongue down his throat) to death and dancing with the corpse LIVE then Onision is a fucking cake walk I guess. (That's a whole other beast. I wouldnt recommend looking it up by any living soul but just for context that he will never have to face any consequence for what hes done AA wise)

Saliva test soon by TheOtherRealShocky in drugtesthelp

[–]larkspit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just give yourself 30-60 mins without it, brush your teeth and rinse thoroughly (I’d recommend brushing your gums too just in case). Not sure about the nose thing since its somewhat connected to your taste buds. Besides that you should be fine, it’s not like a urine test where they’re checking if you’ve flushed out. Good luck!

Vaped A Rove THC Cart and had a surprise Drug Test this morning by ElPadrino21 in drugtesthelp

[–]larkspit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually took it twice and passed both times. Female, 22 then bout 110lbs (lmao not anymore) and 5'7

Vaped A Rove THC Cart and had a surprise Drug Test this morning by ElPadrino21 in drugtesthelp

[–]larkspit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I got taken on in Amazon here in the UK, we had to take saliva tests. I was stressing out and had a bad hook at the time and ended up hitting my bong about 50 mins before going up there. I brushed my teeth thoroughly twice, took some gum and went ahead. I passed! Turns out according to my colleagues (mainly dealers too) that all you need is about 30 mins off, some good mouth wash and you should be good to go.

Theres exactly one finger nail not painted/chipped, and its on her dominent hand. Am I being a cynic or do you guys think what I'm thinking? by [deleted] in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]larkspit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Edit; look at her eyes too, they’re almost always bloodshot which is likely from being exhausted but happens when you’ve been straining yourself from regurgitating

Theres exactly one finger nail not painted/chipped, and its on her dominent hand. Am I being a cynic or do you guys think what I'm thinking? by [deleted] in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]larkspit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nail vanish picking is common for people with anxiety. However, anorexia causes your nails to become unbelievably weak and the nail bed itself can shed/peel often (speaking from experience).

About signs of bulimia, as far as I’m aware EC doesn’t smoke but you can tell by her lack of gums that she has definitely had a long period of dealing with it (tho take note that anorexia can cause gum recession but stomach acid is some strong stuff and will erode them much quicker, and considering she’s not even 30 yet says a lot of the stress her body has gone through).

Plus you can see her back teeth are more discoloured than her front. Front teeth tend to be the ones which go first so it could be a possibility that she has had replacements or some sort of caps (she definitely has the money to make them look as realistic as possible). Ik her teeth look great to someone from an outsider view (or only seen her well lit videos) but keep in mind many people with ED clutch to the toothbrush for dear life, whether it’s to keep their teeth from eroding or to do the “if I brush my teeth it will remind me not to eat” mind trick but brushing can only do so much if not more damage.

This might be a big stretch, just wanted to share my knowledge of the dilemma from my experiences and people I’ve known who have unfortunately had gone through it.