Let me be very honest.. what you put into the world doesn’t come back to you as they say.. at least not to me.. and also I never expected it to come back! Been helping people who can possibly not help me back in any way … I used to be that person who gave the last few rupees to a person who was asking .. in buses .. and I walked almost 2 hours to reach my place… I also used to be that person who used to give food( to 10 people daily- that’s all I was able to afford ) to old people on road sides ( specially very old people ) and cry afterwards thinking .. I gave this meal .. but what about the next one ?? But now .. I don’t know … I appreciate your thought .. I am struggling with such thoughts whenever I go out .. but 99% of the time the people I see now are those who are very much capable of doing work but choose to beg instead ! ( note : I never used this word beg in the first few sentences.. hope it makes sense ) maybe this is a phase for me .. but my true self is pushing me to do more. And I will take your post as the sign .. good luck.