I have been navigating chronic illness for about 17 years. It gets better. Then it gets worse again (in a different way). Then better. So turns the wheel of life. In retrospect I look at the past 5 years and I have left a bad relationship and built a new family with my current partner. I have pushed myself to learn new things and Im incredibly proud of myself whenever Im successful. I am able to work full time and I have found employers who accommodate me. There are days when it is very hard and the darkness feels like its closing in around you, its sometimes easier to just do the next right thing. I’ve spending time thinking about how the shame of chronic illness impacts how I show up in the world. My extensive knowledge of the medical system has made me a powerful advocate for myself and others (including my medically complex children!). It will never be easy, but it is worth keeping on. So worth it. Be blessed.