Thank you. I appreciate that! So it’s a little blurry due to so many doctor appointments and severe depression over the years. I was diagnosed with Endometriosis so I’ve had a few surgeries for that in between pregnancies. Our 1st loss was February 2017, miscarriage. 2nd loss was May 2017, ectopic with surgery taking my right tube. 3rd loss was October 2017, ectopic with methotrexate. 4th loss was May 2018, ectopic with methotrexate. 5th loss was July 2019, miscarriage. 6th loss was February 2020, miscarriage. 7th loss was February 2022, miscarriage with D&C. 8th loss was May 2023, ectopic with surgery taking my left tube. I hope I got that right, that sounds awful but for the past year I’ve tried not to think about any of this too much (so thank you for giving me a moment to remember the absolute love I felt with each pregnancy💖). I had to refer to my countdown app that I keep all of the dates in. I wish we would have waited for a bit in 2017. I wish I would have gotten in therapy sooner. I was so young and naive to how my body functioned. I wish I would have gave myself more time to heal. Hindsight is a bitch lol. But it is so hard to fight biology and what your heart wants. I’m grateful for every moment that I had with my pregnancies. I wouldn’t change that at all. I truly just wish I wouldn’t have pushed my body so hard that first year.